A lost girl's poetry.

Questions

Why can't I feel?
Did someone make a deal?
Why did you take away my happiness,
And leave me with so much pain?
I sit here and wonder,
What did you gain?
Is your life better now?
Because you're bringing me down?

I never asked for this.
Leave me alone.
My family no longer feels like home.
I'm so lost, so alone.
My words are swallowed,
Not sure how much longer I can hold.

Why did this happen?
So many questions, about me,
But I can't find a answer,
No, I can't see.