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fuck you (but good this time) - 16

a/n: i don't ever write smut. but here's my attempt. and uh, if you don't like smut, move along...

me: you're still coming over tonight, yeah?

billie: yup :)

me: okay! i gotta finish a couple self tapes but then i'm yours 

billie: sick

billie: good luck! i'll see you soon

me: i love you <3

billie: i love u too <3

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There's a tension in the air that I've never felt with Billie before. It's nowhere near a bad one, just unusual. We both know what's coming. Her hands are roaming my body, just exploring, while I'm showing her memes on my phone. It's a comfortable silence. 

Here's another thing you should know: Billie's impatient. She can't stand waiting for anything. So when I feel her start kissing my neck, I figure it's probably time to put down my phone and give her what she wants.  

"Are you ready?" She whispers, sending shivers down my spine, at which she giggles softly. I kiss her, biting her lip and pulling away.

"Are you?" I tease, my hands reaching down to pull of her shirt. She nods, smiling at me. She unclips her bra from behind, shrugging it off. "Guess it's my turn, hm?" I'll admit, my boobs are a little less impressive than hers, but she still seems to admire them. "Is this okay?" 

"Fuck yeah," She sanctions eagerly. I grin, bending down to kiss her boobs gently, bringing my fingers up to pull at her nipples. She lets out a soft gasp, breathing out of her nose shakily. "Oh, fuck, thank you." God, that sounds so pretty coming from her. 

I pinch her nipples rougher, "Just let me know if I'm hurting you, okay? If you need me to stop I will." I hear her hum, and she doesn't say anything more so I continue. "Fuck, baby, you're so gorgeous." 

She's getting more vocal with her moans, getting louder. I leave her tits alone, kissing up her torso and stopping at her neck, sucking and leaving purple marks. "Fuck, thank you," She breathes out, followed by a moan. I love seeing her like this. She's got no shame and I love it. She grabs a handful of my hair, tugging occasionally when I bite her neck a bit harder than she's used to. "That was too hard." 

I kiss the spot that I bit. "I'm sorry, babe, I'll be more careful." I promise. I leave gentle kisses on all of the marks I left, making my way down to kiss and tease her collarbones. She pulls at my hair. I know what she wants, but she's not gonna get it that easily. "What do you want, baby?" 

She pouts. "You know exactly what I want." Stubborn little brat. "I don't have to say it, just do it!" Billie whines. I raise an eyebrow. I take her hand out from my hair. I grab her chin and make her look me in the eyes. 

I lean down to growl this in her ear. "You're going to beg. I don't care how long it takes, you are not getting what you want until you beg me for it. Got that, whore?" There's a little bit of fear in her eyes. I know she's not genuinely scared of me but I've never been like this with her, she's never seen it. "I said, 'Got it?'" She still hasn't answered me. "Alright, listen to me, Billie. I'm not gonna punish you today. I won't. But if you ever misbehave like this again, I won't hesitate. Understand?" Billie nods frantically. I grin. "Good girl. Now, like I told you to, beg. Ask me for what you want." 

She doesn't look me in the eyes, she's clearly embarrassed, but eventually she does what I've asked her to. "Fuck it, Roxie, I want you to eat me out, please?" I gesture for her to keep going. I know she doesn't know how to beg, that just makes it a little funnier. I know it's a bit mean, but hey, she's gotta learn somehow. "Roxie, please, I need you to fuck me." I purse my lips, trying to stop myself from smiling. She's getting into it. "Please, baby, I want you so bad, fuck..." 

"There you go, baby girl, that's all you had to do. I'll help you get better, too. Now, lie back." She obeys me, for once. I slide her shorts and panties off of her body, and toss them carelessly onto the floor. "And this is okay, right?" 

"Yes, fuck, please hurry up." I give her a small and weak slap on the thigh, she's not the one in charge here. Nothing that will hurt her, just something to remind her. "Right, I'm sorry." I take a pillow from my bed and put it on the floor where I'll be. I kneel down and start rolling her clit between my fingers giving it little short licks every now and then. "Oh, fuck." She moans, grinding her hips forward. Part of me wants her to stop and not let her do a single thing without an order from me, but for now, I'm just gonna let her enjoy it. "Oh, fuck, thank you!" I smile against her pussy, this is what I like about sex. Making the other person feel good. 

"Hey, babe, squeeze my hand if it's okay for me to finger you." I request. She squeezes my hand tightly and I grin. "Got it." I take my hand from her, swirl around my finger on her pussy, helping to lube it up, not that she needs it, before I slowly enter her. She moans extremely loudly, and I grin. "Yeah, you like that, whore?" She moans a 'yes' above me. "I'm glad, baby." I slide in a second finger and move them around, scissoring them inside her. 

She grips the bed sheets. "Roxie?" I look up at her, pausing my motions. "I'm really fucking close." I smirk, resuming my actions, faster this time. "Oh my God, thank you, fuck, fuck, fuck, I'm so close!" She's practically screaming now, thank the lord I live alone. I bite her clit and that sends her over the edge, she comes with a loud moan. "Fuck, thank you." I haven't stopped yet, however. My fingers are still moving, my thumb is rubbing her clit, and she's still panting. "Stop, stop, stop!" She shouts, tears in her eyes from the over-stimulation. And I stop. I pull my fingers out, get onto the bed with her, and wait for her to be okay to move again. 

"Good job, Billie, that was really good." I praise as she gets up to curl into me. "I'm glad you told me, and I'm sorry that I kept going instead of stopping." I say, placing a hand on the small of her back. "What do you need right now?" I ask, fully prepared to bend over backwards to take care of her. 

She thinks for a moment. "Shower, I'm really sticky." She laughs. I can already see she's slipping out of whatever mindset she was just in, returning to her normal, goofy self. I nod, and point to the towels that I laid out before she came over. "Can I wear some of your clothes?" I nod again, and point to a pile of sweats that I had put out for her. She cackles. "You're weirdly prepared for everything and I love it." 

"Don't forget to pee, you could get a UTI if you don't." She plants a quick kiss on my cheek before heading to the bathroom. 

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"So everything was okay? I didn't go too far until the end?" Billie nods in conformation. "I know that was a little intense, especially for our first time." 

She rolls her eyes at me, bundling us up in blankets. "I loved it, babe. Best sex I've ever had. Very excited to do that with you again. And hopefully make you come since you didn't get to." It's my turn to roll my eyes, pulling my girlfriend closer to me. 

"I don't to this to come, I do it because I like making you feel good. Better than any orgasm I could ever have." That was disgustingly sappy. "Anyway, you must be exhausted, are you hungry?" She shakes her head. "Alright, I'm gonna put on The Office and you can take a nap. Then we can do whatever you want when you're awake, okay?" Billie smiles and closes her eyes. 

I love her. 

A/N: 1195 words (I think??) of smut. This was my first time ever writing smut, so that's great. There's gonna be some drama and probably even more smut in the next chapter so stay tuned, it'll hopefully be out later today. 

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