Zodiac 2: Taurus

Chapter 15

THIS IS THE PART WHERE

GIANCARLO AND KAMYLL

SPOKE.

I STILL couldn't believe what Giancarlo is one of those persons that I didn't even know my brother is one. I blinked, and blinked again. Giancarlo on the other hand was just calm and probably waiting for me to say something. Well what am I going to say?

How many did you kill? What gun you used? Are you going to kill me too?

I just continued starring at Giancarlo, till I waited for too long and did the talking.

"You killed some people right?" I asked. I mean that's what mafia bosses do right?

"sì, but only the bad ones" He said shyly. I never knew my brother could be this shy. This is probably the longest conversation we ever had ever since what had happened to the both of us.

Usually I always pushed him away.

I exhaled and asked, "Why became one?"

Giancarlo continue to look at me, since we were standing I took a sit and waited. I mean I don't have anything else to do today, so I'm technically free this afternoon.

"What happened to you was the reason why I became one" He said.

What? Really? Of all the reasons that he is a mafia boss and that's it? Why? I thought he didn't care, I thought he's too afraid that it'll happen to him again.

A part of me felt loved and hurt at the same time.

After everything I did to him....

"Pensavo fossi spaventato?" (I thought you were scared)

Giancarlo shake his head side to side and spoke, "Qualcuno mi ha aiutato" (Someone helped me) Giancarlo paused and grab my hands. "I'm doing this for you; I am your Grande Fratello (Big brother). Do you think I won't protect my little sister? What kind of Grande Fratello am I?" Giancarlo said.

I-I don't know what to see to be honest, R-Really? He really thought about that? That he would risk his life for me? Is he really that desperate to protect me as a brother?

I never really felt a big brother's love towards his little sister. I-I don't even remember when we last bonded and spoke like this. All I remember is that I have been pushing him away from me, to protect him from whatever I may cause.

From whatever something bad will happen again and I have to take the blame. Imagine how much pain for me to endure. I slowly nodded and exhaled,

"Sei solo?" (You're alone?) I paused, "Or do you have some friends?" I asked.

Does it matter? Yes it does! I need to know,

"I have mia moglie (my wife) and my amazing friends" He said with a smile. He's happy to assure me. I smiled and nodded. To the next question!

"Do Mom and Dad know?"

Giancarlo was quite and after a couple minutes he shakes his head from side to side. What? "perché? (Why) Why didn't you tell them?" I asked.

"Because, I don't want for Mom to worry about this choice I made. Besides l'ho fatto per te (I did it for you) and don't ever think it's your fault if I die" Giancarlo paused and joked. That is not funny! This is a life and death situation! "It's my choice and I chose the wrong choice for the right reason." He said that really caught me off guard.