Stories of My Life

HIM

Is it crazy that my heart still accelerates from just a thought of him?

it gets worse when he texts me; I feel like I'm sprinting a mile while sitting in my seat.

I get this stupid grin on my face that just gives away my emotions.

My heart is gorilla-glued to my sleeve.

Now don't get me started on his voice.

My face gets all flush and my heart hurts because it's skipped a beat.

How is it that this one person can make all of this happen?

Yeah I know it's love, but what happens when he doesn't feel the same?

Do I play the fool and stay by his side?

Or do I let it go and move on with life?

When I let it go, do you think true love will find me?

Or am I destined to suffer forever lonely?

As an independent person, these questions are usually not done.

But I've realized, since I'm asking them, I'm already half way down the road of self-actualization.

Yet still, it sucks knowing that you let someone have power over you.

Trust me, getting it back is going to be a hell of a journey.

But I'll get over my heartache and build a better me, so that I'm ready for the knight who will be shining for me.