sixteen and pregnant

going to school

So today I decide to go back to school. I thought it will be quite Important of I attended well till my belly get a little to big. Even though I already vomitted twice I wasn't backing down. And Travis happily messaged me back after a few days I guess he was cooling off.

"Travis: hwy sorry that it took so long to response but ....

You'll have to visit the doctor weekly

Get some stuff like...

Diapers

Crib

Clothes

Bibs

Bottles

Alot of stuff that will cost hundreds of dollars

Just text me if u need anything else

But for now u should be fine.

I smiled at the message and replied back with a smiley face. I ate some eggs and toast and decided to walk to school maybe it will be a little healthier for me than to be slumping around all day. When I came back to school nobody had a clue that I was pregnant the big baggy sweater I had on helped a lot.

I still made sure that I looked nice though with skinny jeans and some nice higheeled boots. Then two of my bullies stepped in front of me.

" Wassup doodoo head where were u the past few days." She folded here arms

I looked at her annoyed not willing to get intro a fight.

" I'm sorry but since when were u my mother ????"

" No booboo I would never want too be your mother but I am your boss. "

" Your so funny ain't nobody is your little toy are whatever you call them in school u don't own nobody you own your little friends." I looked at the two of them and walked away I was so happy that I didn't curse them out are do what I !mostly do. At least my baby know now that it has a good mother.

As I walked into mrs.bakers class a guilty feeling rushed over me." I'm so sorry " I said when I walked up to her

She smiled " its perfectly fine I know what's going on." Then she quietly pointed at a seat in front of the classroom. I tried my best to participate bit most of the time I will sometimes does off this will be harder than I thought. With no supportive mother and still me not being able to have a father for this child and that's when I decided its time to tell mike.

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At lunch mike questioned me on where I've been and u swallowed real scared to tell him the truth. I look behind me where I see Travis staring at me with hurt in his eyes he got up and left the lunchroom with his tray.

" Mike I was just home for a while because I was feeling a little sick you know."

Mike laughed " Usually when your sick you still drag your ass over here to school."

" please watch your mouth ..... Look I'll talk to you later I have to go to the ... Bathroom." I rush to follow after Travis but sadly when I reached the hall he had already put on his jacket and left the school building.

Now  I really did feel so bad like this nasty feeling stirring up in my belly I quickly pulled out my phone

Me: where are you

Travis:I don't want to talk to you right now Venice I just wanna be alone.

Me:Travis I wasn't going to just tell you to leave me so I can go back to him

Travis: year well it sure did seem like that just don't text me anymore.

My eyes got watery I can feel this huge bulge in  throat that almost made me feel like I was choking but really when u hold back my tears this is what happens. I take a deep breath and walk back into the cafeteria where Mike is looking at me with concern.

I tell him everything is okay as I look out the cafeteria door.