sixteen and pregnant

I let them get to me

Mike dropped me off to school as he drove off to work he also told me some convos that we can check out tomorrow thanks to my job that I already worked to weeks at I get paid 600 dollars every week which means I already made up to 1200 but I spent about 300 dollars in baby clothes, stuff for me and Mike and then saved the rest for our dream house which I don't know anything about yet.

When I enter ed my school buildungbi was so scared my belly gotten so big that not even my biggest sweater can cover it so I just worn a  knitted pink and gold sweater from H n m then this nice white and blue ty dyed pants as well with these nice black Jordan's I think they wore called oreos. Any way I'm walking through the halls and everybody's whispering. Girls are pointing boys are staring and laughing.

Then I hear one girl say " She dirty mmhhhmm u bet her mama wooped her silly ass for getting knocked up I would've got an abortion get the life growing inside of me so quick just so that I can continue with my education little thot." Her friend laughed and they both walked away.

Another girl mumbled " Slut " tears was willing up in my eyes and I was just about to curse those bitches in till my belly stepped up in front if me and started to laugh.

" I hope that's just a pumpkin!!!!!" The girl said she looked at her two friends and laughed. "You were in a rush weren't you....look at you already getting all knocked up..... Did you think that when you come to school that none of this whispering and talking and shit wouldn't happen..... Well guess what bitch I guess you now know that I mean am I right ?????" The girl yelled out some people yelled out yes and others stayed quiet " You know I thought I might actually like you but I don't like sluts." My bully whispered the last part in my ear like a snake " Would you even be able to finish school or fi to college I doubt that!!!!" I was now embarrassed by the whole school tears started slipping out my eyes.

" Your such a bitch!!!!!!" I responded " I don't go around fuckung every single guy in the school!!!" My words were dry and was struggling to come out my mouth.

" Yeah well at least I used protection!!!!! Does the baby even know its daddy will the daddy be in volve with the baby's life ????" She did a little fake cry with her finger down her chhek with a moppy face. I looked over at Travis who was laughing but I can see that he was feeling bad for me. He such pussy to not stand up for a girl even if she left your silly ass.

I rushed to the girls bathroom and cried my eyes out. After I heard the bell ring everybody scrammed to their class but one person knocked on the bathroom stall I was in." Are you okay??? I don't think your a how or a slut I think your independent woman with hope and power with just a child living inside you."

I sobbed a little bit more and wiped my tears away " Year I'm fine at least I think I'm fine."

" Hi my names marissa and yours????"

I let out a kind of sniffle laugh and open the stall door " I'm Venice" I realized it was Travis girl that I saw at the grocery store " I'm so sorry for the way Mike treated you and your boyfriend----"

" Oh noo noo me and Travis is not going out at least not yet????" She bit the side of her lip and dug her nails in her arm.

I smiled " You really like him don't you Travis is a great guy."

" How do you know him????" She suddenly asked me my eyes grew wide

" Well imma tell u the truth Travis was my boyfriend I guess he was really mad when he saw with another well !maybe cause of the fact that..., you know what I'm not really feeling comfortable talking about Travis but all u can tell toy right now is that nothing us going on between me and travis."

" Is that his ... " Then she looked at my belly

" Oh nooo the guy I was with is the baby's daddy."

"Oh what a relief ... You ready to go to class now ?????"

I smiled " Hold on." I looked in the mirror rinsed my face reapplyed  make up and put my hair in a nice messy bun " Now I'm ready" She smiled and linked arms with me. "You know I think I like you"

Marissa helped me through out the whole day she cursed those who bothered while Travis sat in the corner like an asshole and bae texted !e all day asking me if I was right I would lie and say yes but at the end if the day I still thought of myself as a quick little slut who was in a rush to be loved.