Story Of The Dreamers

Polaris

I woke up.

This is the scariest nightmare I’ve ever had so far.

I just realized that what if it’s true.

What if Dami never forgives me.
All of those smiles and soft voices.

Probably faked.

She could say that she forgave me but I never knew what’s deep inside her.

I sighed shaking my head trying to get the thoughts out of my head.

I walked away from my bed to my window.

Admiring the dark sky decorated with numerous brightly shining star.

Dami

Are we having the same thoughts?

In our minds, In our hearts
We think and speak differently

Like when I apologized, I’ve been hoping that we could restart and be friends.

We forget all the pasts and started to talk in a good way.

Do we shared the same meaning?
Do you want to build a good friendship with me?

I had a lot of stories, ideas and jokes to tell you to see your bright smiles again.

I don’t want to see your scared face and sympathetic smiles towards me.

You will listen to it, right?
I’m not scary and you’re not sorry for me anymore, right?

I just realized that we’re sharing a same experience.
Getting bullied for no reason.

A harsh experience.
That affected us mentally and physically.

I’m happy when you said you forgave me.

But did you really forgave me or are you just being nice?

I held my hand touching my window glass tracing the stars.
Resulting a ridiculous shape on my window.

Could it be the same as our relationship?

Ridiculous and never works.

A bright light caught my eyes.
It was from the moon.

I get up and took my jacket.
Maybe it’s a good idea to walk for a while.

I walked to the nearest park and sat on the swing.

It’s really quiet here.

Both of us resemble our sad selves.

We live holding the same memories.

I regret for doing bad things to Dami.
That just made me the same with the kids who bullied me.

And I’ll never forgives them.
Just like Dami who will never forgives me.
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“Y/N!” SuA hugged me and dragged me to our locker.

“What is it, Unnie?”

“How are you?”

“What? I’m good? Why? You never asked things like this” I looked at SuA weird.

“You looked pale and your eyes tells that you really don’t have a good sleep” she smiled.

“Oh..I’m fine Unnie, It’s just..I spent my night watching videos that I forgot to sleep” I tried to convince her.

“Yeah, right.” SuA looked at me with a poker face.

I guess it doesn’t work.

“I’m fine, Unnie..You should go to the class already” I said when the bell rang indicating the class is starting.

SuA hugged me and waved me goodbye before started to run to her class.
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I walked to my ‘new’ table and placed my things.

There I saw Yoohyeon writing something on her book.

I had an urge to talk to her but I had to keep it for a good reason.

Other students started to get in and that’s when I saw Dami.

She walked in and looked at me shocked. Probably for my seating.

I raised my right hand and she nodded and smiled.

‘I wonder if it’s genuine’

My class session was just filled with my thoughts playing in my mind.

Last night’s dream still haunting me.

They could be a message.

They could be a stupid nightmare.

Or they could be a simple dream that everyone just had because their mind are playing with them.

To Be Continued

A/N-since all of these are pre-written.. My finished draft are almost end and I'm quite busy to write... Prepare for worse and wish I have enough time to keep updating 😂

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