My Lifeline

Anger and care

Chapter 02:

Neil was shockingly looking at the form which was in his hand he look at Neela maa who was looking at him with pitiful eyes she keep her hand on his shoulder Neil can't sit quiet he went after Avni and close the door he locked it so she will not go anywhere Avni turns and look at him she was calm she resume her work she went to the bed and picks the books which were kept on the bed.

Neil: Avni give me a chance to explain.

Avni was going to the shelf.

Avni: you had the chance but you choose not to tell me.

Neil: avni nothing is like that I just don't want to look back.

Avni was keeping the books in the shelf.

Avni: that doesn't mean you will lie to me atleast you could share it with me.

Neil: I know and I am sorry but now I can't change it please forgive me.

Avni was arranging the things in the shelf which were already arranged but she don't want to turn back to him.

Avni: now I can't believe you don't know what else you hide from me.

Neil: avni it's the only thing which I hided, my past I wanted to forget that and start a new life with you I didn't want to look back I understand I should have tell you the truth but I was afraid what if you also judge me like others.

Avni turns to him angirly.

Avni: really your believe on me was that weak Neil we were friends since one year and in relationship since 8 months you know me just that much you really think I will judge you and will not believe.

Neil was looking at her.

Avni: that means you never trust me.

Neil: avni why you are making the issue of a small thing.

Avni was looking at him with disbelief instead of resolving the things Neil was making them more complex.

Avni: I am making a issue Neil since my childhood I only get cheat my own father disown me my mother because he got some one else I also didn't want to look back but I didn't hide the truth from you I thought you have the complete right to know about me my real identity I was only 8 when my father throw as out of the house and my maternal relatives didn't have place for us did I hide that from you no right then why you hided I also want to forget those things what you think my life is going smooth if I am not showing and trying to live it with open heart that doesn't mean I am ok I am also fighting my own battle I daily face that man who ruined my mamma's life but I always managed to smile you know everything Neil and you are saying I am overreacting.

Neil was feeling guilty for what he said.

Neil: I am sorry don't know how I it got out from my mouth.

Avni: please Neil leave I don't want to talk now because I am not in my sense and I don't want to do anything which i regret later.

Neil nods.

Neil: ok.

Neil went from there avni close her eyes and tears roll from here eyes.

Later Neil was sitting on the couch and a picture of his and avni was kept on the table and form was also kept there Neil was looking at the picture and some blur images a man throw boy out of the house he falls on the ground then boy was standing.

Boy: dad I didn't do anything.

All went inside and boy was standing there Neil Close his eyes and tears roll from his eyes then he hears the sound of laughing of a girl he smiles a blur images a boy and girl are running on the snow.