My Lifeline

Second chance

Chapter 12:

Neil was hugging Avni and crying then he breaks the hug and looks down he was trying to control himself avni was looking at him and her heart was inching to see him she can't see him like this Neil gulps he rubs his face which was red because of crying he clenched the seat to control his emotions avni pass his the water bottle Neil look at her and drinks then he again look at her there was a complete silence for sometime then avni breaks that.

Avni: you could tell me this earlier also.

Neil look at her and think after few seconds.

Neil: I wanted to tell you avni I thought many times to tell you but the fear of losing you stopped me always first when I lied to you I thought we will never meet again then we met agian and again and became friends and I didn't realize when you become my life when you made your place in my heart then I wanted to tell you but never get the courage to tell you the truth but always the fear of losing you engulfed me and the thought of losing you sacred me so I hide the truth and also I thought when they broke the ties with me and disowned me then what's the use of bringing that thing in our life what if I lose you for hiding the truth and again I dropped the idea of telling you the truth whenever I tried to tell you the truth always these thoughts stopped me and I decided to not tell you but.

Neil stops.

Avni: but your all fear comes truth right.

Neil was looking at her.

Neil: I am sorry.

Avni: Neil I understand whatever happened was wrong very wrong but your hiding the truth from me is above my thought when we first time met I found you alone and in deep grief and I came to share your pain but what you did you lied to me.

Neil Shocked.

Avni: I understand I totally understand that we were stranger it's difficult to trust a stranger but later we fell in love we were in relationship we were going to marry still you hide the truth from me why.

Neil was looking at her.

Neil: because I.

Avni: don't trust you.

Neil Shocked.

Avni: you didn't trust me that's why you hide the truth from me.

Neil shook his head.

Avni: yes Neil that's why you lied to me you thought I will also not believe you that's why you lied to me Neil I also have a past I also don't want to talk about that but I told you about that because I thought you have the right to know about me past Neil past is passed I also ignored that and would have not tell you but I wanted to be honest to you I trust you that you will not judge me and my mamma and will understand the situation.

Neil Shocked.

Avni: but what you did you lied to me Neil trust is as much important as love because without it a relation can never work but you did you hide the truth from me.

Neil was shocked.

Avni: Neil if you just said that, avni I have a past which I wanted to forget and its difficult for me to talk about that. Trust me Neil trust me I would have never ask you that but you choose to lie you was afraid of losing me because you never trust me never understood me If you knew the real avni you would have never hide the truth from me but you you never trust me.

Neil: Avni it's not like that I I had already lost the family so I didn't want to lose you because only I have you on the name of family I didn't want to lose you avni please forgive me please I promise I will never hide anything from you now.