Most of the chapter is a copy of the song so listen to it first :)
Also the reason Bella was talking like she was carrying on from the past is because she song she was listening to was the one that was on the radio :)
~younger Bella's POV~
I regret it.
Stupid stupid me!
I rush down the hall and into my room before slamming the door shut.
I can hear my Mama screaming, I'm so proud of her for sticking up for me. But I'm afraid she'll be hurt because of me.
I rushed to my radio and switched it on before locking my door and turning it up so I can't hear her shouts.
I tried to ignore every little fight
Because he was never right.
I'll never be like that him!
~Present Bella POV~
"It's ok Principessa, I'll be fine and so will you" my Mama says before kissing my forehead.
After the big fight Simon and Mama had, he's been more abusive, and I feel so guilty.
"You were just a kid back then" she continues
"But the older I got, the more that I see I'm not a hero he's just like me" a stray tear drops down my cheek but is quickly rubbed away by my mum
"Can you sing the song mama" I say leaning into her
"Alright Principessa.." she smiles
"Loving is hard..
It don't always work.
You just try your best not to get hurt.
I used to be mad,
But now I know..
Sometimes it's better to let someone go"
She lifts my chin to look at her, what I did next shocked both of us
"It just hasn't hit me yet,
The older I get.."
I slowly fall asleep on my mums shoulder before I fall back into the daydream I had earlier.
~Younger Bella~
I wonder Why can they never be happy..
I close my eyes and sit at the edge of my bed looking out the window and lifting my hands into a praying position.
in school we were taught how to pray, I wasn't religious but that never stopped me praying and thanking god, or whoever is up there.
Please.. please.. give me and my Ma a whole other family, where everything was fine. One that felt like mine!
I swear I will never be like him!
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Sorry for the short chapter but the real drama starts next chapter it's also longer, i promise! I only went to the 1:19 mark on the song :)
And remember TPWK
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