bubble gum - sooshu

cause i swallowed the bubblegum

soojin

throat dry,

stuffed gullet,

and a broken heart.

if i knew...

if only i knew...

how much this would ache my heart...

i wouldn't have done that to you.

maybe if i didn't pull you closer,

we'd still be in good terms.

but you...

left before i can explain.

i called your name,

once,

twice,

thrice.

i sat back.

thinking about how i fucked up.

but.

i didn't cry this time. was it the fact that i was too tired of this,

or,

did i just not love you from the start?

bye i wrote this when i was 13 but i decided to convert it into sooshu 💀 anyway, enjoy this open ending