Vindicated

chapter seven

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TW: This chapter has some violence and blood. 

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Harry:

"We can't do this again. And no one can find out." I said. 

"Agreed. The first and last time."

My heart sunk a bit at her words, but this was the only way. I can't keep breaking more rules. 

I looked at her as she stood there, her face still flushed from what we just did.

 I felt a swelling in my chest and I suddenly felt so nauseous. 

The feeling was back. 

"Fuck." I muttered under my breath. 

Thea's brows furrowed. "What?"

She stepped towards me, looking concerned.

"I have to go."

Without another word, I walked out of the room, ignoring the hurt that I saw on her face. 

I walked out Lauren's front door, getting in Liam's car and driving away. I can't be around Thea. I've broken too many rules already. 

As I drove, desperate to get as far from Thea as possible, all the rules I had broken swam around my head, attacking me. 

You broke rules, Harry.

The voice in my head that I tried so hard to keep muffled broke free, spitting everything I had done wrong out at me as I drove. 

Rule one is don't tell them your name. Nice one, Harry. You fucked that one up. 

"No..." I said weakly, unable to see the road as I went blind from the tears clouding my eyes. I pulled over, slamming my fists into my steering wheel. 

Rule two is don't think about them. But she hasn't left your mind. 

"Shut UP" I yelled, not sure what to do. 

Rule three is don't let the feeling come back but you really fucked that one up. You fell for her and she's going to leave you, just like Julia did.

"Fuck off!" I screamed. "Shut up, shut up, shut UP!" 

You're worthless. That feeling that you get when you look at Thea is going to kill you. She's going to use it against you and do what Julia did. 

"FUCK!" I screamed and yelled, punching the steering wheel as hard as I could. I yelled until my throat hurt, trying to drown out the voice in my head. 

This went on for what felt like hours. I laid my head on the steering wheel, the hard surface giving me a headache. I could hear the cars driving past me on the road but I didn't move. 

After the voice in my head went silent, I started the car again and continued my drive, not paying attention to where I was going. I pulled into my driveway but couldn't bring myself to go in. 

I threw the car in reverse, driving back down my street and finding my way to the club.

I parked and walked in, taking my usual seat at the bar.