The End Of The End. (Technoblade X Reader)

𝐈𝐕 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝗼𝗼𝐤 𝐈𝐕

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TW
Drowning
(I think)
Suicidal

I heard the birds chirping, the sun shining, the clouds fluffy as ever, the very green grass, and the calming tall trees. My eyes started to open, watery and heavy.

I opened them slowly and started to rub my eyes. I sighed and sat up, stretching my body and letting out a big yawn. I pushed aside the covers of my bed, layed back down and stretched out my back.

Much better. I stood up, grabbing a towel and heading to the bathroom. Closing the door behind me, I turn the knob of the shower to warm water. I stripped myself and waited for the water to heat up.

Once I was in I started to do what every normal human being does in a shower. I sat down in the tub letting the shower water hit my body. I was hugging my legs and thinking of yesterday

The crown

Why did you give it to me. I sighed knowing I wasnt gonna get an answer. I stood back up and decided to shower

~ 15 minutes later ~

I decided to give myself and bath to relax myself. I turned on the water for the tub and let it fill up. While it was filling up I looked at the mirror, I was looking at myself butt naked

"I'm built like a damn cereal box" I said myself while holding onto my hips. I looked over to the tub and had seen that I'd been almost full

I decided to go over and turn it off. Once I turned it off I hoped in the tub, relaxing every inch of my body and thinking.

Was I too much for you, is that why you left me or was it just me in general. I could still be of use, I'm still able to do what I'm supposed to do. Even if I'm weak, I'm still of use. I could still help with investigation and stealthy stuff. But I know that just by doing this, I wont get my answer.

Even if you were to come back, I dont think I would be able to look at you in the face or even come near you. It has been 3 years but the pain and scars are still there and hurting me along the way.

I just want to know why you left without saying anything. You abandoned me with nothing to eat, sleep, and keep myself hydrated. I stayed there for 2 weeks, hoping that you were going to return. The only thing I found was myself lost.

I snapped back to thought and I started to realize that I was under the water, drowning. I pushed my body up, gasping for air. How did that even happen? I said.

I sighed and decided it was time to start the day. I got up from the tub, grabbed the towel and began to dry myself. Walking out the bathroom with the towel covering me, I grabbed my outfit and slipped it on. I put the towel around my hair so water wouldnt fall on the floor. I walked over to the other side of my room and grabbed my thigh high socks. I slipped them on and put my shoes on

I walked over to my mirror and let go of the towel that was around my hair. I began by combing it with a tooth comb, next began to blow dry it, making sure it was dry to the point where I could straighten it