Lily is a senior in high school, her dad is the mafia king. Her life is all planned out she's on her way to college with her friends until she walks home from school and a car follows her home. Once she gets home nobody was in there Until she found...
"I was 6 when it all started my uncle told that me that it was just a game, and to never tell anyone, and I said ok. He laid me on my back and slowly pulled down my pants and slowly pulled down my panties and licked me from top to bottom. Until he placed his dick inside of me and I cried the whole time because it had hurt badly. And he told me to shut up and to not cry it's going to hurt just a little and it hurt every time until I got older and it didn't faze me anymore. When I was 15 I finally told my dad what have been happening for the past 9 years of my life, he told me that I am slut for seducing my uncle at 6, and told me that I shouldn't be apart of his family anymore. And he beat me until I couldn't fucking breathe, and put me out throwing my bag of clothes out in the street. I got up limping grabbing my bag and seen my uncle on the porch grinning at me, he winked at me smiled at me. So I ran down the street crying, I went over to the dirty Southside and found me sexy ass drug dealer. And he gave me drugs to ease the pain, he told me that the drugs was going to take the pain away. The drugs we're not going to make me feel guilty about anything he told me that it was going to take it all away. And he didn't lie because every time I got high all that guilt I felt wasn't there anymore. All that pain wasn't there anymore I was numb to the bone I was living freely as an addict who suffered family issues. A year later a rainy day had come and he wanted me to have sex with his friend. And I didn't want to because he was the only guy in my eyes that I would ever have sex with. So I told him no he made his friend leave the room he closed and locked the door next thing I new I flew into the wall. He knocked me in my face so hard I could feel his knuckle crack on my face, and he didn't stop with that one punch either. He kept hitting me until I woke up in a bed without my clothes on. I heard the bath water run and he was in there I got up slowly and in pain, he rubbed my face kissing my forehead, and told me to get in the shower and And for 3 year I been was getting beat up by a man who loved me. And I'm 18th birthday he brought 2 other men to have sex with me we had an foursome and after that I left him and never went back to him." Cadence explained.
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"So how do you feel now?" The lady asked
"I been here for 2 days and I haven't had anything to stop this guilt, I feel like shit thanks for asking." Cadence nodded. "Well that's about the process to clean you out making you feel human again because drugs, makes you feel like a zombie. You only want more of what you crave not facing Reality." The lady nodded.
"Yeah I see that now." She nodded again I could tell that cadence was very uncomfortable and that she needed something to calm her down. I mean it's been 2 days and I haven't been high for 48 hours it's kinda effecting me just a little bit. Not as much as Cadence she's literally not eating because she needs to be high. She needs to be high to eat, she needs to be high to sleep, she needs drugs so she smoke cigarettes all day.
"How about Lilian-"
"Lily." I corrected her I swear Lilian makes me sounds so old so it's just lily, I been correcting this lady for two days.
"I told my story yesterday I'm not explaining it again alright."
"Okay so how have you been?" She asked.
"I'm fine." Simply said Because I just really want to get this over with I am in a room sitting in a circle like I'm playing musical chairs or something.
"You haven't been itching for drugs-"
"No she's a beginner she was barely on drugs she drank liquor all day, only time she actually did drugs is when he asked her to." Cadence rolled my her eyes I could tell she was tired of it, she wanted to go she missed her son.
"And how many times did he ask you?" The lady asked.
"Twice every week I did cocaine 4 times, I smoked weed, and got drunk all day for 2 almost three weeks." Honestly that's the truth Roy didn't like me on drugs to much, he didn't want me to messed up like all the other females. He wanted me to still have my mind.
"So you two ladies had sex with the man but just in different times frames, so cadence you said you had to do drugs everyday because he wanted to. So Lily why didn't he want you to do the same?" The lady asked me she's asking to many questions I would preferably tell her when I'm eating or just in the mood to talk.
"Because he didn't like me on drugs to much, he didn't want me to messed up like the females, he wanted me to still have my mind. To still be me to still be able to speak for myself I don't know why either. On my 18th birthday he brought me this, a real diamond necklace he told me only the people he love gets nice jewelry. I wouldn't say he was in love with me because he-"
"He was he never forced you to do anything with other girls but flirt to get him the money, I heard him tell you that you can't even kiss a dude or he will beat the guy up. He wanted you all to himself and it made him angry that you had to get people to come to him. He loved you lily and though he raped you and beat on you, he didn't treat you like the rest of us." Cadence explain and she must be out of her rabbit ass mind if she thinks that man loves me, of course he might had said it. And I don't know if he meant every time but that man did not love me because that is not love.
"Raping or beating your partner isn't love it's obsession." I told her.
