Hostage and in love

Visitation

"Hey lily." I heard Cadence voice in my sleep and it's probably time for me to get up since I do like to sleep over time.

"Is it time for me to wake up ?" I asked.

"Yes but we get visitors today, do you think Eddie is going to bring Anadia?" She asked me.

"Alison will never let Eddie take her anywhere she barely liked me taking her to the park." I laughed raising up out of bed ,I walked over the bars and she was standing with her face in between them.

"I know I'm not getting any visitors your all I got right now." She walked away from the bars these bars makes me feel like I'm in jail, and I have never been to jail.

"So how old are you?" I asked.

"20 almost 21 to bad I'm still going to be in this shit hole, have you ever realized it smells like hospital in this place?" I heard her laugh.

"Yes I have they actually do have an hospital in here Behind those double doors, that's where I got my surgery. For my fucking knee the knee that shot and I forgot that I even had got in my knee because I didn't feel anything after a while." I said.

"Now that's one thing that haven't been done to me, I never got shot did it hurt?" She asked me.

"I had got kidnapped and I woke up and had a bloody knee my baby daddy shot me, I was so hungry that I didn't even know he had shot me." I chuckled.

"Your baby daddy is hot, mines is too but I can't even stand to look at him." Sounding disgusted I think I may know who her baby daddy I think she's not telling me for a reason.

"Who Roy? Yeah he's very much sexy." I chuckled.

"How did you know?"

"I'm not dumb cadence you been fucking the same man for 3 years, your son is two meaning you got pregnant at 17 and your son is about to be 3. I'm very good with math no offense." I chuckled and she did also. "None taken do you think somebody is going to visit you?" She asked me. "Nope why am I up? Because it doesn't feel like I have to be up you know?" I asked.

"Well it's 8:30 Am a time I hate getting up for can't you believe that we've been here for a week, I only had 3 break downs." I laughed because we only been here for 7 days and out of the 7 days she cried 3 times. "Yeah I know hopefully they don't change our rooms because I will go completely insane without you, your the only person keeping me together right now." I said.

"Yeah being in a rehab is not what I thought it would be, I really need a cigarette right now but the lady said no. So I guess it's just no then. Ugh my god I can't wait to get out of here I will never be an addict again ever in my life." I just nodded my head yeah I'm going to be in here for a grip because I'm barely clean. I'm not really cleanse of all the drugs and alcohol but I can get through this I can and I will, I just miss my daughter. I miss her a lot I feel like She got took from me all over again but in reality I got took away from her. I could see the fear in her eyes if losing me when I had to say goodbye and I had to tell her that I was sick. I don't ever want to tell my baby that I'm going away for months I don't ever want tell her that again. I am getting on my shit for my daughter I am making sure I have my priorities straight.

"You wanna play uno or Spades ?" She asked me.

"Uno best card game to ever exist." I said, the lady came unlocking our doors, we walked down the hall going into the chill section.

"You know I need a cigarette right now, this is ridiculous." Cadence whined as we sat down in the far corner by the window she passed out the uno cards and I grabbed her  cards, screaming in the inside because I  had all the goods cards.

—————

"Lily Ortega Diaz you have a visitor." The woman from the front desk came in her room I was sleeping. I had a long day playing uno and spades with Cadence we talked about life and how fun our past was. "Who is it? Can't you see that I'm sleep?" I asked rolling over in the bed lifting up, the lady laughed at me as I got up. I followed behind her walking into the visitation room and saw Eddie, he was looking around at everyone. I sat down across from him crossing my hands, looking at his blue eyes.

"You could've at least brought my daughter."

"How you know Alison is not going to let Nadi come anywhere with me." He chuckled.

"Yea how you been?" I asked he looked at me and shook his head laughing. "Your in rehab and your asking me how I been? I should be asking you that your are something else. But nothing major same old same old." He shook his shoulders." Your acting like I known you enough to know what your same old is, but I'm take it as a good thing." I laughed. "Take it how you want to now how you been your face is clearing up. Your eyes are brighter-"

"My eyes are brighter and I have dark circles under my ass, because I'm slowly but Shirley turning back to my old self. Thank god." I ran my finger through my hair. "So that means that your going to hate me once your clean clean, so that means no more seeing Nadi." He nodded. "No that's not what that mean, I will gain custody of Nadi and I will allow you to be with her. As long as your not doing anything you aren't supposed to do with her, you will be able to see her more okay?" I asked for an understanding because I need him to understand when I get I'm getting myself all the way together.

"Yeah I know that so I got you lawyer, and your going to owe because that son of a bitch is keeping me out of jail right now. And I'm paying her good money until you get what you need so I can kill her get off my back." He made a face and I couldn't resist the urge to laugh I swear his facial expressions really get the best of me.

"When you tell Anadia tell her that I'm getting well, and that I will be home soon. Tell her that I love very much." I told him.

"Yeah sure I didn't bring no pictures because I know that drives someone insane when you can't see them, no pictures for you." Shaking his finger no he dug into his pocket pulling out the picture that he took from my house. "You still got it huh, thought you would've lost it by now."  I ran my hands through my hair sneezing oh are you fucking kidding thought this cold shit was over by now. "Why wouldn't I not have it that's my babygirl and your my fine ass baby moma." He chuckled. "You know you could've asked for permission instead of raping me, I was drunk and willing to do anything. Because your hot as fuck, and sometimes I can't stop thinking about you, or the night we had sex and I enjoyed it." I laughed a lil  bit.

"You will never understand that's a conversation to be held over shots and food." I laughed nodding my head.

"Where's the bathroom at?" He asked me.

"Follow me." I said getting up walking towards the bathroom he walked behind me looking at everyone who was in their room. "This part is for all addicts if your wondering, they all look at my strange though, every time I come out." I laughed. "Because they all know who you are I've seen these people do work with your dad. Well not technically work but you know getting the drugs and shit like that." Said I nodded okay so some of these people know my dad, explains.

"Here's the bathroom."