3:00 in the Morning

Positive or Negative?

       I walk to the bathroom shaking hoping it's negative. I can't be a mother I'm only 23 my life just started. I take the test and call Alex over. "Alex I'm scared," I said shaking. "Come here my love whatever happens I'll be there for you," he says as he kisses me on the forehead. I grab the test and I see two lines. I drop the test and break down in tears. "This can be I'm not ready to be a mother Alex," I say. "You'll be a great mother y/n I just know it," he says with a reassuring smile.
      "You think so," I say wiping my tears. "I know so y/n," he says. I get up and give him a big hug. "Are you ready to be a father, " I say? "As long as I have you by my side I'm ready for anything," he says grinning. I lean over and put my head on his shoulder. We sit there in silence while he plays with my hair. "Alex what about the tour," you say worriedly. "We'll just bring the little bean with us," he says. "Bean really that's the best thing you could come up with," you say laughing.
You go lay back in bed hoping that would make the stomach pains go away. Nothing is working the pain is terrible. Alex comes lay with you and cuddles you kissing you on the forehead. "It'll be all worth it y/n we'll have a little mini you running around," he says smiling. You let out a little laugh. "Y/n it's crazy how we've almost been dating for a year," he pauses, "y/n I have a question," he says. "Ask away," I reply. He gets out of bed and walks over to your side of the bed. "Alex what are you doing," you say confused. He opens your jewelry box and pulls out a box. You think to yourself is that what I think it could be? He gets down on one knee. "Y/n I know this is terrible timing but I couldn't wait any longer," he pauses for a moment, "will you do the favor of making me the happiest man alive by accepting my proposal," he says smiling. Tears running down your face you say, "Of course!" You stand up and give him a passionate kiss.
        "Take your clothes off," you say while taking yours off. "Are you sure you want to do this right now," he asks? You nod back at him. You get on top of him and he inserts himself into you. You both moan at the same time. "Go harder," I say. "I don't want to hurt you," he says worriedly. "Just do as I say," you reply. He goes harder and faster for you. He kisses you passionately as he fucks you harder and harder. After you reached your climax yall continue. "You want to continue," he asks. "Yes," I say moaning. After another round, you finally decide that's enough. "Fuck, " he says. "I see your friend still wants to play, " I sat jokingly looking down at his dick. "Oh shut up, " he says laughing. Well I'm tired. "Goodnight I love you," I say. "I love y'all more," he reply's. I smile knowing he's going to be a great dad.
           When you wake up you run to the bathroom to throw up. Morning sickness great you think to yourself. Crap I never told my mom I was pregnant or engaged. Shit I got to throw up again. She's going to have to wait.
          After you finish in the bathroom you finally decide to call your mom. "Hey mom I have big news," I say. "Please do tell," she says. "Well I'm pregnant and engaged," you say with enthusiasm! "What the fuck y/n," she says with anger. "Please tell me your not marrying the piece of crap Alex and please say he's not the father," she says. "Well thanks for being happy," I say with anger. "Oh and by the way he is the father and I am marrying him so fuck you," you say as you hang up the phone.
          "Y/n who are you yelling at," Alex says while yawning. "I'm sorry I woke you huh," I say. "It's fine," he pauses, "so who were you yelling at," he says with confusion. "My mom," I say sighing. "Tell me everything," he says. After explaining how my mom wasn't happy I started crying. "Alex I'm so sorry, my mom will never like us together," I say with tears falling down my face. "Hey hey don't cry it's alright my love," he says as he wipes the tears off my face. "As long as we have each other we need no one else," he says smiling. I lean in a give him a big hug. I felt so safe in his arms. I look at him kiss him. "I love you y/n," he says. "I love you more," I reply.