why am i having comfort with him? this is unusual of me 🚶 or should i say the old me came back?
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kjsecret 🔒@kjsprvt
when i was young, everyday, i saw my dad physically and verbally abusing my mom, and i was just sitting, crying, and watching them. i couldn't do anything.
i also remember, i was sexually harassed by a stranger sitting next to mine in a subway, thank God, a woman noticed it.
then this really made me hate men, my boyfriend. he couldn't just fuck me anytime he wants, i want consent. he cheated on me, my heart was greatly in misery. therefore, i chose to hate men.
cause all my life, what adds to my pain, is men, it's always men. i said to myself i don't want to associate, or even talk (unless related to job, because you know, i'm still professional) to men.
but why am i like this to him? i'm so comfortable talking to him? why?
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kjsecret 🔒@kjsprvt
lmao that was a long ass essay. anyways, today, all eyes one me 😎
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