Guitarist (One Direction FanFiction)

Twenty One

N I A L L

That night Natalie died in peace. I was sobbing uncontrollably into Zayn's chest. Fans were outside because they somehow found out we were here. We were in the waiting room and all crying. Luke, Harry, and I were crying the hardest.

"I hate life!" I screamed and Zayn hugged me tightly. Perrie, Danielle, and Eleanor ran into the waiting room and hugged me tightly letting tears go. A doctor came out and gave me something. "She wanted you to have this. I'm sorry for your loss." He said giving me a sympathetic smile.

I opened the little envelope and took out a note.

Nialler,

I'll be gone by now. I want you to go to the flat, look under my bed. There will be a black box. I want you to have everything in that as a memory. I'm so sorry I had to make you oh so very sad.

By now you're probably beating yourself up. Don't. It's the world who should bow down their heads in shame. I'm sorry I left you, but you're strong. Don't do anything stupid. Keep eating.

Be strong.

Be brave.

Be you.

I'm running out of space to write, it's time to say goodbye. So goodbye Niall. I love you infinity and beyond.

Natalie Horan xoxo

I was shaking when I finished. I put down the letter where the boys and girls read it. Something fell out of the envelope. It was a locket she always wore. I opened it and there were a picture of us a a family when we were 10. Then us hugging just last year.

I looked at it and flipped it over to see words.

I'm Sorry.

Infinity And Beyond Is How Much I Love You

I choked a sob and it was being put on my neck by Eleanor who had makeup smeared on her face. I buried my face in my hands and started sobbing again.

I can't do anything without Natalie. She's the other half of me.

L I A M

When we walked out. The crowd was silent except for Niall's sobs. "Are you proud of yourselves?" I yelled startling the boys. "Are you proud that you made Niall feel like this?!" I yelled again. "Are you proud for killing Natalie Horan?! If you were a true fan, she would still be here!" I screamed.

The crowd was silent. Phones still out videotaping. "Fans like you who hate on one person until they die, you disgust me." I spat and we got into the car to drive home.