Broken Beyond Repair

Hospital Shocks

He-Hey guys... please don't kill me. I'm a promise breaker send me to jail straight away. I'm so lazy for what. I'm rlly sorry I hate it when books I'm reading don't get updated for a WHILE and now I'm one of those. Hahaha...😅😅😅 please enjoy :)
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-Eli-
I walked into the bathroom and witnessed the worst thing in my life. My baby sister was lying in the bathtub with blood everywhere. It looked like a murder scene. I started feeling dizzy and faint but I screamed frantically for my other brothers before rushing to her side and dragging her out of the bath tub. Charlie, Blake and Gray all heard my screams and ran into the bathroom. They held the same facial expression I did. "CALL 911"! I screamed.
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We got to the hospital in the ambulance. They took Mia away on a gurney, Gray was bawling his eyes out, Charlie had thrown up 3 times, Blake and I tried to put up a tough front for the other boys but that didn't last long before we broke down looking at her innocent face.
As we sat in the waiting room I kept having flashbacks of me spanking Mia and her clearly in pain. I was the reason she could die right now. The guilt was too much for me, I was hyperventilating but I didn't care. If my sister dies because of me I will have no choice but to join her.
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-Mia-
What is that pesky beeping sound. Why are the lights so bright. Why does my head hurt. My eyes opened and I almost became blind, hospitals should rlly do something about their bright white lighting. Hospital? IM AT A HOSPITAL?! i jolt up and looked at my surroundings why am I connected to so many machines.
Oh...
Yikes now I remember. Should I knock myself out so I can go back to sleep and forget all of this or do I face this situation.. a nurse walked in while I was lost in thought and she started asking me questions like how many fingers am I holding up. Like If I was seeing doubles I think i would've noticed ma'am.
"Your brothers will want to see you right away Miss Mendes, are you okay to see them"? The nurse asked.
"Umm..I guess I can't avoid them forever huh" I replied.
She chuckled and said "I'll bring them right in sweet heart".
Suddenly I heard a stampede running my way and they started throwing questions at me.
"OMG I THOUGHT U WERE GOING TO DIE" "DO U KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO U" "WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOURSELF" "HOW DARE YOU PUT YOURSELF IN DANGER"
"Um I'm sorry"? I said
"Damn right your sorry" Charlie said
"I was terrified baby" Eli said trying to hold my hand.
I quickly took my hand out of his grasp...I saw him get sad at that gesture. Not like he cares about me he's the reason of my pain. I hate him so much.
We all talked for half an hour then a doctor walked in.
"Hello my name is Dr.Holmes and I just wanted to explain to you the next steps for Miss Mendes. Since she has been admitted for attempted suicide and self harm, she will have to stay in our psych ward for 72 hours.
My face dropped...psych wards TERRIFY me and I don't know why. I started crying like a stupid baby.
"BLAKE, CHARLIE DO SOMETHING THEY CANT DO THAT CAN THEY"?
"Baby this is for your own good, we want to see our princess get better and come home as soon as possible. This will be a good experience. Please take the help...for me please?" Charlie said while looking into my eyes and giving me those puppy eyes. Charlie always knows the right things to say, he's so...manipulative in a nice way?
"I'll try for you but I still don't like this" I said. 
"Ur not supposed to love this experience but its necessary" Blake said
"We'll be leaving right now if your ready" the doctor said.
I said goodbyes to all my brothers and gave them all a hug except for Charlie. I don't want to even see his face.
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I was given new clothes and they took a way literally everything from me. Even my shoelaces..
A nurse was showing me to my room and I felt like I was in prison the doors were heavy and had a small window. There were people screaming at the top of their lungs and their were people saying some weird incoherent things. I was scared,I hated this.
"Here's your room Miss Mia, your roommate is Vanessa Gray, you can settle down and introduce yourselves. Dinner will be in an hour" the nurse said coldly.
She gave off prison warden vibes.
I walked into the room, it was nicer than I expected. There were 2 beds, 2 desks and a washroom. I heard water running so I think my roommate must be taking a shower. I sat on the bed for a while tired and in pain. I had just given myself 28 deep cuts. I grazed my fingers over my cuts and thought back to why I did it and it made me feel miserable. How could Eli do something like that to me? How? I laid down and fell asleep due to exhaustion.
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I felt someone touching my face but I thought it was just Dylan o brien since I was dreaming about him. But imagine my surprise when I woke up and thought I looked in the mirror..........