Remus woke up with his nose in sirius's soft, silky hair. It smelt like coffee and pine. He layed there thinking, arms wrapped around sirius's waist.
"Right" he thought to himself "I'm madly in love with padfoot but that's old news, I've known that since 3rd year, but what was Sirius crying about?"
He started thinking of theory's, the longer he lay there the crazier they got. Eventually, after his brain had exhausted the subject he got up and immediately he wishes he could just lie there with Sirius and forget the world
Edit: I know that's a song it my favourite so I had to include it aha
He quickly ( or not so quickly because he spent about an hour deciding how to sign it) scrawled him a note that read
Sirius
I have gone down to breakfast, come down when you wake up
Remus <3
He left the note there hoping the heart at the end seemed platonic
"Moony!" James shouted "come over"
"Hi prongs"
"Are you feeling alright moony?"
This question confused him for a second before remembering that last night he told them he wasn't feeling great as an excuse to go to the dormitorys.
"Oh yeah much better" he said arranging his face into one less confused.
"Saw you spooning pads last night, might have given it to him aha"
"Haha yeah..."
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Sirius woke up and immediately saw the note, he read it and blushed, just the simple act of kindness brought tears to his eyes (not that it was hard to nowadays)
Ugh why was remus so damn CUTE! His eyes found the little heart and thick tears fell down his cheeks. He didn't deserve this kindness, he was just a big queer disappointment after all.
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Imma throw in a tw here •—•
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He found once he started crying he couldn't stop, he found that crying wasn't enough of an outlet for his pain, he needed something else. He spotted his wand lying there. It all happened too fast
"Sectemsempera!"
Guilt dripped down his back looking at his blood soaked bed sheets "scorgify!"
He hopped in the shower trying to get the fast drying blood of his body, shower gel made his raw cuts sting.
He made his way down to the great hall a fake smile plastered to his face despite the cloud hung over him. He half wished someone, anyone would see the pain behind his eyes.
But. No. One. Fucking. Did
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FanfictionUmm this is a wolfstar fanfic. It's gonna be pretty angsty and sad but imma throw in some fluff aha. This is my first fic ever so no guaranteeing it's good. I have no plan or upload schedule so here we go aha! Tw: self harm depression basically lots...
