mental illness

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Why don't we talk about mental illness?

Do we choose to ignore it or are we too afraid to talk about it?

I was afraid, for along time

I still am

But I don't want to be afraid anymore

I want to be able to set boundaries

I want to be able to go out in public, and not feel like everyone is watching me

I want to be able to wake up, and want to get out of bed

But more than anything

I want to be able to say "I'm not okay"

It seems so simple

It's three words

three syllables

8 letters

You must be thinking

"What's stopping me"

I'll tell you

The fear that consumes my very soul, is what's stopping me

The anxiety the chews at the fiber of my being, is what's stopping me

The uncertainty of what comes after, is what's stopping me

We don't talk about mental illness

Because those who do, are seen as cowardly

Weird

Weak

But in reality,

They're the bravest of us all

They all had a turning point in their life

Where they said they wanted to get better

So they took care of their 'problem'

But the first step of solving a problem, is to acknowledge you have one

So right here

Right now

I'm saying to all of you,

I'm not okay

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