I'm so fucking sorry!
I can't go back and change anything I said,
I hate myself so much for some of it and for everything that hurt you.
I know this won't make it better because I fucked up, and I doubt you'll even read this anyway so what's the point?
I just keep fucking up and fucking up!;
And I know this isn't the best way to get your forgiveness,
But you said things too, do you get that?
I hurt you but you hurt me too,
I may be at most fault but you still had a part.
I'm so fucking sorry,
I'm so sorry!
I'm so so sorry,
Please don't leave me;
I have no one else, please.
If you continue this way I'm gone, I'm done,
And I'm not trying to guilt you, I'm just telling it how it is,
I literally have nothing else to live for,
I'm so so so fucking sorry.
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I know writing didn't help last night, but it's helped other times, granted they were different and not this bad but still.
