I want to do it so bad, but then I remember if I do it then you do too,
I just want me to go, not you,
and I don't want to cause pain in the only family I truly have,
Even if there if a rift between them.
I guess I just want everyone to see that-
Yes you hate each other, but what family doesn't have relations who despise the other?
Just because I love both sides why does that make me a bad person?
I'm like that single person who was friends with a married couple who have now separated-
I'm still friends with both despite what the other has done to their counterpart,
Just because Sally threw Rupert's shoes in the toilet and then lit them on fire does that mean I can't like Sally because she brought me flowers when I was sick?
I don't know, this poem (if you can call it that?) is pretty pointless and silly and has gone way away from the point and will probably make it worse so I'll finish it soon.
When we fight, or you fight with anyone, I assume you go to him and he makes you feel better?
Well if I didn't have them who would I have to make me feel better in the opposite?
My real family treat me like shit and don't understand any of this stuff, it's stupid teen stuff isn't it, well not it really isn't.
I don't have a him I can go to to, so where else do you expect me to go?
Ok, I'm probably making this worse, I just thought you should know I didn't do it for the family, majorly you (because I care too much to see you go because I'm done),
but also because the others, yes, I know this whole freaking fight is because of them but tbh- They picked me up when I couldn't help you and I was feeling shit too,
So I'm sorry, I still care to death for them too, because you are all my family.
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Sorry for the randomest, s***est, piece of writing that can't even begin to be classified as a poem, I just didn't know how to say any of that, and idk I don't think I've said everything I meant anyway but it's done now
