You think I'm having fun here?
If only you knew the truth,
How bad I really am,
How shit I really feel,
And it's even worse now.
I know it seems like I'm having so much more fun,
Obviously seems like more than you,
But the truth is I'm not,
It's all an act.
This is all a show,
Just so they won't know,
What's really happening,
How I'm like them.
Not that they'd even care,
I have no one I connect with now,
No one even notices what's happening to me,
Only you know the truth,
But your there,
And I'm scared too.
