The divorce

Chapter 2

Morning  came early today , I scrambled out of my bedroom and went  inside the kitchen to prepare something  to eat , I first made some coffee as I felt a little drowsy .

I opened the music a little and danced with the tune as I drank my coffee, when I was done I walked inside the store room  and took brooms and mops and started cleaning the house , it was so exhausting to be honest . After half an hour of cleaning, I looked at the table which had pots and foods on it and curse Damon with my whole life.

That scum bag ate some food and stoop so low to not even store the remaining in the refrigerator,  how sick !! People are finding what he has but he keeps on doing his sick  fuck things. I took the food and dumb it on the bin, I felt so hurt, the food was so delicious but after that fucker ate it , he left it on the table like it was  a nasty shit when he was full ,

Sometimes I even ask myself  how did I get married to this asshole , but something in me still pulls me back and tells me to wait .." maybe he will change " my inner me tells me everyday because I fell in love with this man , and I belive he did the same to me too .

We lived in a very ordinary home , it was a two storey house,  four bedrooms with two bathrooms , a dining room and  a kitchen. It feel so homey being here but not anymore since two years ago .Damon started changing,  giving me cold shoulders now and then, he only works alot ...like each and every time I went in the office I saw him working.

I am just so depressed and dissapointed on my self, I feel like I am not giving him enough of what he is asking and as shameless as I am , I want to give up sometimes,  but what can I do !? Did he expect to be married to a bull!?

Like hey,  I got feelings and I have been screaming and yelling out at him everyday that , if there was something wrong, we sit down and talk it out like adults but I have no idea what's  holding him back  at all .I am so sick, sometimes I really want to listen to mom but I just can't  make my marriage fall apart like this.

I am the only one who is married and I really want to make it work ,

I still love him and maybe there is something that I have to do to save this marriage up . I can't  believe who we are right now , from the lovey doveey college lovers, we were so sick in love, we spent each and every second together . We used to not get enough of each other despite the warnings from our parents .

His parent's  do not like me at all,  same  with  Damon being hated by mom,   We never cared and we just told them to fix their own differences.

I snapped out of my thoughts  and walked inside the bathroom , I brushed my teeth , took a bath and soon I walked out in the wardrobe . I chose pants and a coat and a crop top and my simple little cute shoes . I did a bit of my make up and looked at myslef on the mirror,  well although I got  my own misery but that doesn't  mean I don't  have the right  of looking beautiful .It feels really odd calling myself beautiful after all hateful words I have been getting from my spouse .

He sucks, don't  listen to him ..my subconscious  tells me  and I roll my eyes. I have no idea if he even slept inside the bedroom  yesterday , but that's  his own problem. I have mine to look after .

I closed the door and opened my car, and got in and soon I reached at the office   , as I said this institute was made by both I and that sick husband of mine , and I have just figured out that he is going to make me more inferior if I stayed at home , " that's  not going to happen,  " either I be apart of it or I pull back my shares.

Sick fuck !! I mumbled went  inside , as I walked I saw every one of the employees looking at me confused,  " I shaked my head and entered in my cabin first, it feels really good being here but the sick thing all of my things were not there .
Anger striked in me as I walked inside his office only to meet him with a slut discussing something, Judging on the woman's  attire , I can clarify that she has good intentions of seducing this price of a husband of mine. 

" Am i enterrupting ? I asked with a smile , Kate ...what are you doing here!? ...my so called husband spat with disgusts ," Do you want me to to make your sick fuck head remember who am I? I also fired back on his face .

Don't  play games with me Katrina and get out of here , can't  you see that I have an important guest in here !? " oh , please I am sorry Mrs mathews , the woman is just so crazy " my crazy husband lamented like I was a piece of shit and humiliated me in front of this  woman .

You are a jerk Damon,just remrmber I am your fucking wife and remember that if you do anything stupid with this sick woman.... !! I couldn't  hold the jealousy at all ..

I am going to pull out  all of my shares and take you to court myself ,
"Katrina , " he threatened looking at me with blood shot eyes!!!

I smiled bitterly because of the attention he was giving the other woman which she goes with the sur name Mathew's. " To hell with your Mathew's," you all are deranged ,

" I am so  sick  and tired hearing the name Mathew's , "

I yell before I walked out from his office to mine ,I took my bag but before I even moved out from there , a tight grip held my hand , I saw red because I knew it was my so called sick husband.

How dare you humiliate me infront of my guest !!he slapped me , it wasn't the first time but I am not going to leave him beat me up like I was nothing to him . I took my flat shoe and striked it on his cheek with no warning ..he groaned  with pain and for the first time I didn't  care nor was I remorseful ,

What was that for katrina , he yelled  with anger, I am doing this for the welfare of this company , he stated shamelessly ,

This greedy bastard !! I should have known   ,

To hell with your investor, or should I say your slut ..that doesn't  matter to me but if you try doing anything to my shares or this fucking company!! You are going to hear from me to the court,  I threatened him and aggressively pushed him back and took my bag .

I will see you when you decide to meet up with me , I walked out with a heavy heart ..