Heart beat

4 (Secret love)

Jungkook pov

I came to Tae's house to give him the sketches professor told me to give him. He is not in the classes most of the times but again do the best. I wonder how he can handle everything.

We are friends from highschool and I know him well. A responsible brother and good son. He did and do everything for Jin. I cannot blame him. He is so much lovable and cute. Whenever I see him my hearts starts beating fast.

I sometimes ask why him? Why me? Why I must fall for someone that I even cannot confess? Not I am afraid or don't do this cause he is sick no just....cause....I am afraid an attack happens to him. The first time I saw how his face became blue and he coulfn't breathe my life turned down.

I always looked at him as my little brother till he gets older and more beautiful and handsome. His sweet behaviour made me to fall even more for him.

I came out of my car to their house. I rang the bell.
The door opened and I went inside. I was about to knock their door when I saw the beautiful being opened the door.
"Jungkook!" He smiled brightly. He was drying his hair with a towel but still some wet ones were on his forehead.
"Hey let's go inside you may cold." I quickly hold his hand and entered the house. Hwo sweet is holding his hand!

"How are you doing?" He smiled.
"Fine! I just came from school." I nodded.
"Sit I will bring you something!"
"Thank you!" He then wemt to the kitchen.
I was looking at him. I can say he became weaker than the last time I saw him. His waist got even thinner and his face became really small. It breaks my heart.

"You came for Tae?" I came out of my thoughts as he asked this. I smiled and nodded.
"Yeah! Ummmm....I brought some sketches he must draw....them." He nodded.
"He will be here soon. He called just minutes ago." I nodded. He then came with two cups of coffee.

"If I pass this year too I will come to your college. You will be my senior." He said and gave me the cup of coffee.
"You will I am sure you are as talented as Tae." He chuckled.
"No I meant about my heart. I must be alive to go to college yeah?"
"Seokjin!"

He sighed. I can say he is so much sad.
"Jungkook!" I looked at him.
"Please be beside Tae when I left."
"Jin!"
"He doesn't have lots of friends. Speak with him to start a relationship. Maybe being with someone lessor the pain of losing me."
"Who said you are going to die?"
"You cannot understand. I can feel it! Each second. Can you do what I asked you?" Don't say this! It fucking hurts! You must not go!

Taehyung pov

As I entered home I smiled hearing Jin giggling. It reminds me his childhood.
"Hey you are cheating!"
"Don't blame me when you don't know how to play."

"Jungkook!" They both looked at me. Jin quickly came to me and hold me.
"I missed you! You didn't come to take me from school."
"Sorry I had some works the workshop is making be busy." He kissed my cheek.
"No problem. I understand. I just missed you!" I kissed his forehead.

I then looked at Jungkook.
"How are you doing?"
"Cause someone is not attending the classes I have to bring his sketches. Here proffessor Han gave them. He needs them for next week."
"Ahhh that old man. All of them in a week?" He chuckled.

"Can I see them?" Jin said and I showed him the sketches.
"I wanna help you!"
"Jin it is not that easy. I will handle it myself. More it'll mak-" He took the sketch form my hand.

"No I will! Just tell me the details which I must be careful about them." I sighed.
"Ok then!"
"I am sure he'll be one of the best painters." Jungkook said and ruffled his hair.

It is times that I find him looking at Jin without taking eyes. I am afraid he....he is inlove with Jin.
"Jungkook let's go to my room I am sure Jin has homeworks to do."
"Nooo we were playing and I don't have anything to do."

"Then go and sleep. Jungkook and I have some things to speak about. Go!" He pouted.
"Ok! Jungkook bye!" He waved his hand and went upstairs.
"What the things we have to speak about and I don't know?"
"Come with me."

Jungkook pov

"I do!" I answered Taehyung. I didn't expect he knows anything about my feeling but seems I was acting like a child.

"What?"
"I said I love Seokjin your brother."
"Jungkook he is just...18...and my brother. You are talking about my brother."

"First what is the problem with him being 18? I am 24 so it is just 6 years the best age gap a couple can have and more what is with him being yourr brother?"

"I trusted you and let you beside my brother. I thought you look at Ji-"
"Why are you making it hard? Do you think it was my choice? I fell for him unknowingly. I found myself inlove with him. Tae you know how hard it is for me seeing him liek this? All the time I was thinking how weak he became. The times you told me he is not doing well I would cry the whole day alone in my room. It is fucking painful." He sighed and closed his eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"I was....waiting."
"For what?"
"Him being ok again. I don't want to make his condition worse. I will wait till he becomes completely healthu but will do my best to support him till then."
"Jungkook! Jin must not know abou-"

"I know! If I wanted to confess I would do that sooner." He nodded.
"Can I trust you?" I nodded.
"I won't make things worse Tae. I will help you and him. I am waiting for the day he becomes compeltely well so I can hold him in my arms and confess my love to him."

Jin pov

"I am lying on the bed. Where are you?" I asked Jimin we were talking on the line.

"I'm going out with Yoongi he told me he wanna take me to a restaurant."
"Yeah?"
"Yes oh Jin I am so much excited." I smiled. Good for him.
"I am happy for you. I wish you and Yoongi start a life full of love together!" He giggled.
"Thank you! Sorry Jin he is here. I'll call you!"
"Ok have fun! Don't forget protection!"
"Heyyyy you-" I chuckled and hung up the phone.

"Good for him!" I sighed. No one will accept me with my condition. More I spn't like put someone in this darma.
"Knock knock!" I chuckled as heard Tae.
"Come in!" He then came in smiling.
"How's my brother doing?"
"I just woke up! Did Jungkook go?" He nodded.

"You were speaking?"
"You were listening?" He shook his head.
"No I heard your voice."
"It was Jimin! He was going out with Yoongi."
"Yoongi?"
"I didn't tell you he is dating with one of our classmates." He nodded. I looked at him.

"You are not interested in anyone?"
"Nope!"
"Silly!"
"Hey!"
"If I were in your place I would go on a date. It is good to have someone to love you!" He loed next to me.

"Well....I don't think I am into these things. Dating going out being romantic and these shits."
"Liar!"
He looked at me.
"Everyone have that side too."
"You like to have a boyfriend?" I sighed. It is good someone loves you but not for me.

"No!"
"Why?"
"I don't want cause pain to more people!"

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