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TW: Eating Disorder
Since the thing that happened yesterday, I didn't have to go to my classes. My teachers sent me an owl, saying that I didn't have to come. Let me just read it out. Dear Miss. Lupin, Hermione has informed us what has happened. We are so sorry you have been going through that. We are allowing you to stay in your dorm today, we are also allowing Miss. Granger to get the day off because you two are close, and Miss. Parkinson well because you two are acquainted. Also your father will be sending a separate letter soon. - Singed, Prof. Mcgonagal, Prof. Flitwick, Prof. Sprout, Prof. Snape, Prof. Trelawney, Prof. Sinistra, Prof. Hagrid, and Prof. Dumbledoor. I had told Pansy she also got the day off, she was excited until I told her about Hermione also being off. She just hmphed. I know she didn't really liker Hermione, but Hermione was one of my best friends. And the only reason she didn't like her is because of Hermione's feelings towards me. Then I got a letter from my dad. Y/N, how could you not tell me what was wrong (this made me feel guilty), you are the only thing I have left. You are the last young Lupin. Please don't do this. You can always come to me. I am your dad for Merlin's sake. I know it's hard, growing up in the 21st century, with all these pretty girls on the internet, but you are that pretty girl. You are beautiful. You don't ever have to do that to yourself. I love you so much. -Love Dad. I felt so bad doing that to my dad. He didn't deserve this. When he had a break, I was going to walk down and see him. I knew he has a break two class periods after breakfast. Hermione had stopped by my dorm and told me she would be up after breakfast, and she would bring me and Pansy something to eat. When Hermione got back up here, she had brought Pansy some pancakes and bacon, for me she brought too muffins. "At least try and eat one. Let's do what we did last night." Hermione tells me. We head into my bathroom, Pansy with us. I take a small bite of my muffin. I gag, but force myself to swallow. When I almost finish the muffin, my body declines it and I hunch over the toilet, throwing everything up. Hermione puts a hand on my back, rubbing circles, while Pansy holds my hair back whispering sweet things in my ear. I give the other muffin back to Hermione and ask if she can go put it on my desk. I also ask for some water. When Hermione comes back in she is carrying a bottle of water and a cold wash towel. Pansy helps me stand up and bring me to the bed. Helps me lay down. Hermione gives me the water, and I take a couple sips before I hand it back. Hermione then puts the towel on my forehead. I close my eyes finally feeling ok. Even though I haven't eaten anything I didn't feel sick, I didn't really feel anything except content. And thats how we left it. I owled my dad telling him I was going to sleep for the day and that I was really sorry for putting him through that. He accepted my apology just told me to tell him what was happening.
AN: so I am thinking that I skip to the future when Pansy and Y/N live in their apartment and Y/N is in a world wide famous band the band she is in now. Just tell me if you like that. I love you all ❤️

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