I'll Always Be There

Chapter 7

I groaned and rubbed my eyes as I felt a body jumping on me. Allie. I opened my eyes and tickled her belly she giggled and got off me. "mommy, you phone keeps ringing." I nodded and reached for my phone and gave Allie a look. "have you been playing with mommies phone miss?" She shook her head giving me an innocent look "Oh really? Why is it sticky than?" She smiled showing her cute dimples "I just tapped it mommy" she pouted giving me puppy eyes I smiled and shook my head looking at my messages. From Ry "Hey can you hang out?' I looked at Allie playing with her baby doll and smiled "You wanna hang out with Hunter today?" She grinned "Yess!" I smiled and thumbed back 'Alright, Allie can come?' 'Yah duhh, I'm watching hunter so it's perfect. I'll be there in 5? Text me the Address' 'Alrighty, cya then Ry' I texted him the address and apartment number. I locked my phone than got up "Alright missy, lets get ready missy' she smiled and took off to her room. I did my hair and got dressed and put my phone and money in my pocket. Allie came running in and grinned up at me. "Somebody here mommy" I nodded and opened the door and smiled at Ryan he looked down at Allie and smiled "Are you guys ready?" I nodded and held Allie hand as we got down to his car I put her car seat in and strapped her in. We headed to Ryan house. "Oh so some of my friends are gunna be here, is that ok?"

I nodded "It's all good(:" he smiled and we pulled into a long drive way soon enough. I unbuckled Allie and she ran to the door, Ryan chuckled and opened the door. She ran in and Hunter pulled her into the living room where a bunch of toys were on the floor. "Party's here people!" there were a couple people in the kitchen facing the other way. They tuned around and smiled. "Kels!!" I smiled as Justin hugged me. Ryan furrowed his eye brows "You guys know each other?" Justin chuckled "Course! She's who I ran into at the Coffee shop" I smiled and Ryan nodded "Ohh," one of the girls sitting at the counter smiled "Im Rachel" "Im Caitlin" they both waved to me and I smiled "Im Kelsey(:" they smiled and looked at Ryan smirking "So she's the one that you can't stop talking about" Ryan cheeks got a light shade of red as I looked at him "Oh yah? Whatcha say bout me Ry?" "oh Kelsey you should hear how he goes on about how hot and funny you are or how he can't seem to not g-" "Rachel shut up!" She smirked and winked over at me Justin laughed and pulled me to sit next to him. 2 other guys came down into the lounge and looked at me "Guys this is Kelsey, Kels this is Christian and Chaz. Chris is Caitlin brother" I nodded and smiled at them "It's nice to meet you guys" they smiled and Chaz was in a daze "Wow your hot" I chuckled "Thanks" his eyes widened "Did I say that outloud!?" Justin laughed and slung his arm around me "Yah you did bro" I chuckled and watched Allie playing with Hunter.

We watched movies and played games most of the time we were over Ryan's. Allie crawled on my lap as I laid on Justin chest cuddling into him. "Mommy hunter took my dolly" she pouted I sighed and got up going into hunters room. "Hunter, Allie wants her doll back." He looked up at me "She took my cars!" I sighed and turned to Allie. "give him his card back Allie" "But I want to play with them" "You can't have both" she pouted "Mommy!" "Allie Marie." She groaned and threw his cars on the ground next to him. I clenched my jaw and held her arms to make her face me. No way was I going to let her throw something and get a attitude. "say your sorry now." "I didn't do anything!" "Allie Marie! I said now, you threw his toys. You can't have everything you want. Don't be a brat. Say sorry now or your going in time out!" She pushed her eye brows together and crossed her arms. "No" she mumbled giving me a mad look. I turned her around putting her in the corner. "Stay there till I say you can come out." "Mommy!" She whined "Im tired of your whining Allie. Your being a brat now listen!" She sobbed as I yelled.
Justin came in and sat on hunters bed and pulled me next to him. I sighed and held my head. He rubbed my arm reassuringly. "She's just tired Kels." I sighed and looked at Allie still facing the wall standing in the corner crying. I was getting frustrated and annoyed by how she's been acting the past week. "Allie come here." She came in front of me and I sighed wiping her tears away. "Why are you being such a brat?" She frowned tears coming outta her eyes again. "I sorry mommy," I sighed and hugged her kissing her head "I miss daddy" I looked down and closed my eyes "I do to baby" Justin squeezed my waist and kissed my head "Allie he's watching from heaven. He doesn't want you crying" Justin ran his hand through her hair with sad eyes "But Juhtin, he not here" Justin nodded "I know but he can still see you, he's your guardian angle sweetie"

"Why can't I see him Juhtin?" Justin sighed and kissed her head "God wants you to know that no matter what, even if you can't see him he'll always be with you. He loves you and mommy as much as he did before, nothing can change that Allie" Allie hugged Justin neck and cried into his shoulder. I whipped my tears that were forming away and hugged Justin side. He rocked Allie kissing her head and whispering a lullaby. I looked up at his face as he looked down at Allie lovingly. I smiled a bit and drifted into sleep.
I woke up in Justin arms. I whipped my eyes and looked at Allie laying in-between us, Justin arms were around me and Allie cuddled into his chest. I smiled and ran my fingers over Justin muscular arms and took his left one from around me putting it next to Allie. He moaned and his eyes blinked open looking into mine. He smiled slightly and rubbed my sides. "You ok Kels?" He whispered. I shrugged and sat up. He took his arms from Allie and sat on the floor ushering me to sit next to him.

I slid into his arms and laid my head on his chest. "I don't think I'll ever be able to get over him Jay" he ran a hand through my hair "Kels he wouldn't want you to be lonely for the rest of your life" "I know, I just, I don't think I can get over him though." He sighed and lifted my face making me look at him "Your a beautiful smart girl Kelsey. You can have anyone you want, you'll find a guy that treated you as good and special as Shawn ok? I promise, if any guy treats you bad I'll personally kill him with my own hands" I smiled and kissed his cheek.

"I'm always here for you Kelsey. You and Allie both. You don't know how much you mean to me" I nodded "You mean a lot to me to Justin. Thanks for being here." He nodded and sighed rubbing my cheek. "Your so beautiful Kels" I chuckled "I bet, in sweat pants and tee shirt my hair looking a mess" he smiled and nodded "Even more gorgeous."