I'll Always Be There

Chapter 5

"My baby!" I yelled as I kissed Allie multiple times all over the face. She groaned "Mommy!" I smiled and hugged her tight. "Did you have fun with Grammy and Papa?" "Yah! Can I come over tomorrow?" "I don't know baby, maybe" she pouted giving me those puppy eyes. "Allie april don't do that" she smiled cheekily, I chuckled and hugged my mom and dad "Hi Kels" dad kissed my head, I smiled and hugged him. We've always been close, I've always been a daddies girl. "How was Al?" "Very good, I'm taking her Friday to the race, coming?" "Is Ky going?" "No he had to work, but he's gunna be here for Sunday dinner" I nodded "I have school this Friday.." he nodded. "It's ok mom can pick her up" I nodded "Well I don't have school till 2 and I only have Biology," "Well we still will get her and maybe she can spend the night?(:" I chuckled and nodded "Ok ok," mom smiled and kissed allie cheek. She made a cute little face, I smiled and waved to mom and dad as I pulled out of the drive way.

I carried allie in and tucked her in. I kissed her head and cracked her door. I plopped on my bed and look over at my phone that lighted up. "Good night Kels, thanks for helping me so much" I smiled "Night J , your welcome, it was nothing hun" "Noo, it ment a lot to me." "Well im always here J(:" "I know, gotta deal with all my problems now😉" I chuckled and shook my head "I'm pretty sure I can handle it babe" "Yah yah, we'll see 'babe' " "Hah, alright well im gunna sleep, nighty night Jay" "Night Kels" I put my phone on the charger and laid down.

2 weeks Later

"Allie are you ready!" I heard her little foot steps and she came down in blue shorts, multi color shirt and sandals. I shook my head, I let her wear whatever she wants, let her be a kid and express it. I chuckled and put her bookbag on. "Let's go, got me late!" she smiled and we got in the car, I strapped her in her booster.

"Mrs.Tone can I get the The pages for the assignment last week?" "Yes, I'll give them to you tomorrow?" I nodded and waved as I walked out of class. I ran into someone and groaned rubbing my arm. "Oh sorry," I nodded and looked up. "Kelsey" I smiled at Mr.Resby. "I enjoyed the other day," he whispered in my ear. I blushed and looked up in his eyes. "I um.. Yah" he chuckled and looked around and leaned down and kissed me. I gasped and pulled away. "Mr.Resby.. I don't want to do this anymore." "What?" "This, like kiss and stuff. I um.. I have a boyfriend" he raised a eye brow. "Then why did you let me take your top off, kiss you" I chewed on my cheek. "I um.. I don't know. I wasn't thinking." he smiled and nodded. "Alright, I'll believe you" he kissed the corner of my lips and waved walking off. I let the breath I was holding go and sighed walking to my car.

"Yah, can I get a Strawberry mixed with Green Appel small yogurt" the guy nodded. I grabbed my yogurt after paying and walked down the streets. "KELS! Hey!" I turned around and seen Justin running across the Street to me. I smiled as he caught up with me walking along side of me. "Mm whatcha got there?" "Yogurt, want some?" he grinned and took a spoon full, I chuckled as his face changed. "Omg! That's sweet!" I chuckled "Yah, I like sweet food," he chuckled "Oh yahh(;" I made a face. "Eww! Justin that's gross!" he laughed and slung his arm around me. "So where you headed?" "I don't know, just walking around. You?" "Same, Bord, then I found you!" I smiled and nudged his side. "Your cheesy" he smiled . "Oh dude! I had his date with this girl last night. It. Was. Horrible." "Really why?" he shrugged. "Just like everything went wrong, I'll never see her again" I chuckled "Your probably over exasperating" he shook his head and we sat down in the grass in the park. "Ok so we went to this Restaurant, the waiter spilt drinks all over me, we didn't really talk and she seen her ex boyfriend and talked to him more than me" I laughed holding my stomach. "That should be on disaster date!" he rolled his eyes and pushed my shoulder. "So you think she'll even call me?" I chuckled "Maybe she got back with her 'ex' that she wouldn't stop talking to, I bet she doesn't even remember it was a date with you, prob thought she on a date with him" he laughed, "She probably does," "Why do you even want a relationship?" he shrugged. "I don't, I just like being able to hold someone. I mean like girls want more yah know than being held. Well by me.." I scrunched my face up. "Eww, well those girls that want that are slutty, a lot of girls all we want is someone to hold us" he smiled and hugged me.

"I think I'll just take a brake on dating and just have you as my cuddle buddy K?" I chucked and smiled "Course! That's all I need is a cuddle buddy!" he smiled and kissed my head as I sat inbetween his legs his arms around my waist. "Kels you know your the only girl I can talk to and be myself with." I smiled "Oh yah?" he chuckled "Yahh, really. Within the like month I've known you, you've gained my trust a lot and always helping me out, your my Bestfriend" I smiled and looked up at him and kissed his jaw. "Your my Bestfriend to Jay" he smiled and snugged his face in my hair "Mmm, you smell gooood" I giggled and squeezed my neck as his breath tickled it. "Justinn! It tickles!" he pushed his fingers into my side making me burst out in laughs. "Ahh! Omg! Stopp!" he laughed and stopped letting me catch my breath as I was laying flat on the ground inbetween his legs, he grinned down at me and pushed my hair outta my face. He sighed happily "Your so gorgeous Kels" I blushed and covered my cheeks that he moved and put on his hands lining our fingers up. "It's cuter when you blush" he smiled cheekily at me, I giggled "Stopp, I'm gunna die!" his eyes widened and has dropped playfully, "You can't die! Who will I talk to and hangout with!" I chuckled and sat up facing him. "Jay I need to tell you something.." he raised an eye brow. "It's sounds bad.. What is it?" I sighed and fumbled with my fingers. "I didn't tell you somethings that is a big impact I'm my life" he nodded. "Go on" "Well I.. I have a daughter." his eyes widened. "You have a daughter??" "Yah.. She's 4" "Why didn't you tell me?!" "I thought we wouldn't be friends if I did, you'd judge me" he shook his head.

"You think I'm judgmental!?" "No no! I just, I've lost a lot of friends cause they know I have a kid and their parents don't want them hanging out with someone that has a kid" "Kels I would never judge you, my mom had me when she was 18. She wouldn't judge you, she'd want to help you. Why did you keep it from me for so long?" "I just was afraid of what you'd do, I didn't want you to leave." he shook his head and hugged me "Kelsey I wouldn't I promise. Especially cause of that silly reason." I smiled and kissed his neck, "Thanks Jay" he nodded and we pulled away. "I don't like talking about it but since you come to me about relationships.. I had a boyfriend I dated for like 4 years.. He d-died, in a car crash.. It was the worst one since a long time ago on the highway.." I felt the tears build up and my lip quivered. Justin pulled me in for a hug and rocked us running a hand threw my hair. "Shh, Kelsey please. Don't cry" my tears wet his shoulders as I cried into the crook of his neck. "I miss him so much, he was the only guy I've ever loved Justin" he creased my hair and kissed my head "Kels, he's watching you now. Both you and your daughter, think of him as your guardian angle. You have that beautiful blessing that you get to go home to everyday, think of the love and happiness she gives you. Not the past and sadness." I sniffed and pulled away, Justin wiped my tears and gave me a cute adorable smile "Your his angle" I smiled and kissed his cheek, everytime I do I feel a like spark. It's weird.. Justin hugged me again. "Please don't cry again, it breaks my heart" I chuckled and wiped my eyes again. "I'm sorry" he shook his head and kissed my head "I'm sorry the pain you've gone through, I thought I had it bad with a breakup. Your so strong Kels, you deserve a guy that will worship you. And your daughter-Allie" I cut him off "Allie gorgeous name like her mom, she's so lucky to have a mother like you." I hugged his neck tight. "Justin you know all the right things to say. Your the best, I love you" he smiled and hugged my waist tightly. "I love you to baby girl" I pecked his cheek and grinned. "You want to meet Allie?" he smiled "Yah! Defiantly" I smiled as we walked to my car.