I'll Always Be There

Chapter 4

We got to the club and sat down in the corner where the big booth looking thing was.
"Its crazy!" Dani yelled and Lori was messing with her Dress. Lori was Dani friend, she had long blond hair and a pink dress on. She was nice until someone got on her bad side.
"Come on let's get a drink!" Dani pulled me up and gave a finger to Lori signaling were going to the bar. Once we reached it we got a couple shots and some mixed drinks. "Let's dance Dani!" she nodded and I pulled her to the dance floor and Lori joined us. I was dancing crazy, yah I know I don't know how to dance but its still fun. I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned around looking up the taller body. "Kelsey?" I smiled "Oh Justin!" he smiled and gave me a squeeze. "Your 21?" I chuckled and shook my head "19, you?" "18" he smiled at me "Wanna dance?" I nodded and kept my crazy dance with him as he laughed and tried to too. "Oh my Goshhh" I moaned and leaned my head on the wall. Justin chuckled and sipped his drink. I was wore out and drunk not even caring if people saw me or what they think. "A um, a shot please" I smiled at the bar tender, Justin shook his head "No no, she's good" I looked at him. "Justin, I want one" I slurred, he shook his head and held my shoulders. "Your already drunk Kels, did you drive here?" I shook my head "Um.. I drove here with my friends.." "Do you know where they are?" I shook my head and frowned. "Justin I'm lost!" he shook his head "No, Kels I'll bring you home don't worry. Just call your friends and tell them you left" I nodded and grabbed my phone texting Dani that I have a ride home. Justin helped me outside and led me to his car. He opened the door and helped me in. He started driving as I gave him directions.
I messed with the door. He chuckled and got out opening it. I couldn't, what? It's hard, I could never afford, even look at a car like this. He helped me to my door, I handed him the key smiling, he chuckled and opened it for me. "Alright I'll cya sometime Kels" he waved and started his car back. I woke up with mean headache. I groaned and got up and grabbed some aspirin. I grabbed my phone and texted Justin. 'Thanks for helping me last night J' I wasn't one of those people who forget what they did the night before no matter how much I drank, I usually know how to handle it, or at least remember the next morning. My phone buzzed, I looked down and smiled 'Its fine Kels, least I could do. You looked beautiful by the way' I blushed and thumbed back a thanks. I called my mom. "Hey sweetie" "Hi momma, how's my baby?" "She's great hunny, no need to worry she's with her Grandma, oh gosh I sound old!" I chuckled "Did she have the dream?" "Yah, but I got her back to sleep. She's eating breakfast with dad. How was your night?" "It was good, had fun dancing" "Oh yah, well you should go out more sweetie" I sighed "I don't feel right leaving Allie" "Hun I know how it feels, she's your little girl. But you'll have to let her go either way, sooner or later" "No uh." she chuckled "I had to let you go and do your own thing, you will too. She'll always be your baby girl like you'll always be mine" I smiled and brushed my hair out. "I know, but I just don't like leaving her. I miss her just over a night" "I know Hun, but at least she's safe without you" I nodded "Yah, want me to come get her?" I smiled to myself, just seeing her cute little face and her happy crazy mood. "No no, she's such a joy to have, take your time sweetie, you deserve a day off" I nodded "Alright.. Just call if you need anything ma" "Alright Kel," "Love you mommy" "Love you to hun" I smiled and hungup getting dressed and grabbing my bag heading to the cafe.
I grabbed my Coffee and sat down in the little booth. "Oh Kelsey" I looked up meeting those piercing green eyes. Nathan stood in front of me, he was Shawn Bestfriend, nice guy. I smiled and stood up hugging him. "Hey Nat" he hugged my waist. "Whats up doll?" I shrugged and sat back down signaling for him to. He sat across from me. "How's that adorable baby of yours?" I smiled "She's not a baby anymore, going through the Toddler stage" I frowned "Growing up to fast," he smiled and shook his head "Same Kelsey, always worried. Let loose, I don't think I've ever seen you have fun since Shawn" "I have" he gave me a look. "Kels." I sighed and looked down. "Look I know it's hard. He was my Bestfriend and like a husband to you, but if I can get through it I know you can. Your a strong girl Kels, it's been more than a year." I frowned and tears welled up. "I don't want to talk about it ok? I know I'm lonely, don't have to tell me." I got up and walked out. I can't deal with this right now. "Kelsey!" I shook my head and got turned around. "Kelsey I just want you to be happy, you deserve that" "I can't be happy when the guy I love is dead Nathan!" he sighed and hugged me. "Kels I'm sorry." I cried in his chest gripping his shirt. He ran his hands through my hair and kissed my hair. "He's watching from heaven, he's keeping his eye on you making sure your happy. Don't waste your life being sad and lonely. God always had a backup plan for you." I nodded and kissed his cheek. "Why don't we ever talk?" he shrugged, "We both been busy?" I chuckled and hugged him as we got to my apartment. "Wanna come in?" he shook his head "I have to go, but call me soon. Wanna catch up, I miss you" I smiled and hugged him "Miss you too Nat, I'll deff call you soon" he smiled and started back to town. I plopped on my couch and sighed my eyes closing slightly till the doorbell rang. I groaned and got up going to the door opening it to see.... Justin.
"Um hi?" "Hey" "Do you need something..?" he shook his head and reached his hand out holding my wallet. I smiled and took it from him. "Thanks" he nodded and looked down. "Wanna come in?" he nodded and came in and we sat on the couch. He messed with his hands and sighed. "What's wrong J?" he shrugged and bit his lip. "Justin you can tell me" he looked up at me and sighed. "My girlfriend.." I nodded "Having troubles." he nodded and played with his fingers. "I don't feel right about coming to you Kels" I shook my head "It's ok J" "No it's dumb" I frowned "J you can come to me about anything." he nodded and ran his hands through his hair "She's cheating on me." I looked at him "Whaa?" he nodded. "I seen her kissing Dre at the park, in public she doesn't even care." I sighed "Did you tell her?" he shook his head "I won't answer any of her calls. I'm just so mad, I know I'll do something I'll regret if I talk to her." I hugged his side. "Talk to her about it J, it was probably a mistake. Why would someone want to cheat on you? Your so sweet and cute!" he sighed and hugged my neck. "I'll see what I can do.." "Don't think about the worst" he nodded and kissed my cheek sending little sparks.. Weird right? I smiled at him as he got up. "I'll cya later I guess" I nodded and waved him off. Justin texted me to come over and gave me the address. I tied my hair up and drove over to his house. He lived a couple blocks away not that far. I knocked on his door and heard yelling. I furrowed my eye brows and it got silent and the door swung open and a girl about our age came storming out. I had a confused look on my face and heard a loud crash. I ran inside and followed the crashing. A bunch of stuff was on the floor and Justin was facing the wall. I sat next to him and rubbed his back. "Justin are you ok?" he shook his head and looked at me and sighed "Sorry" I shook my head "It's ok," he hugged me. "She left me." "Who that girl?" he nodded and bit his lip. "For that douche she keeps sleeping with.." I sighed and hugged him. "J it's her loss. Your an amazing guy and I'm saying this just knowing you for 2 days" he chuckled. "Your amazing to for knowing you for 2 days" I smiled and gave him a squeeze "She doesn't deserve you J, trust me. If she'd cheat on you, you can get better" he smiled and kissed my cheek. "So what about you? Relationship wise, we didn't talk about it" I looked down and shook my head. "I don't wanna talk about it." he looked at my face and nodded "Alright" We got up and he sighed. "Have to get rid of some things, wanna help?" I shrugged "Sure?" he smiled and threw a picture down from the fireplace. "Everything that has that lying bitch in it throw it away" I looked at the picture of him and a girl with light brown hair smiling at each other. He grabbed a box and threw it away. "Are you sure Justin?" "Positive, I don't wanna see her face." I nodded and grabbed all the 1,000 of pictures everywhere and threw them away. After an hour or so everything that had to do with her was thrown away. I sat on the couch and sighed. He ran a hand through his hair, "Finally I'm free" I chuckled and patted his back. "Now you don't have to worry about someone fucking you over" he laughed and nudged me "You sound weird cursing" I chuckled "Well I try not too" he smiled and wrapped his arms around me. "Thanks for helping me" I nodded and hugged him back. "No prob J."