the green eyed bandit

the hospital

Help,help, helllp. These were the dreadful thoughts that ran through my mind. I was un-able to open my eyes, I was un-able to speak, I couldn't feel my left side, it was like my whole body had shut down. I had no control of anything. I couldn't speak to my beloved Ashton to tell him I was okay. I couldn't wake up to tell my mum everything was gonna be alright. All's I could do was lay here. I could suddenly hear a faint sound through my ear, it sounded like someone crying, I bet it was my mum haha, she's always crying, in fact she doesn't even need onions around to make her cry! But this was no girl cry, this is a man, oh my gosh, it's Ashton. I wanna tell him to stop or he will make me cry inside. I want to wake up from the hell, I wanna see him, I want to hug him and never let him go, I wanted to kiss him and never stop. But I can't, I CAN'T KISS HIM, I CAN'T HUG HIM , I CAN'T TELL HIM THAT EVERYTHING IS OKAY AND..... I CAN'T BREATH!