Kill Me || Tommyinnit x Reader

Chapter 8: Home

Tommy POV-

"I- well...I d-do have one." I say, with noticeable quaver in my voice.

Y/n nods, signaling me to take us to where I'm talking about.

I sigh mentally and begin walking the opposite direction of where we came into the alleyway.

I look back slightly and see she's following close behind.

We get to the end of the alleyway and I begin going in the direction of me and Tubbo's house.

"So...this may sound weird but you live with that Tubbo guy right? isn't he like your bestfriend or something?" She says calmly and collectively.

"I- uh- yeah...how do you know?" I say enthralled.

"Well...since you were our target we had quite a lot of information about you beforehand, thats partly why we knew exactly where you were when you were walking down that street." The memories of what happened with Tubbo start to flood straight back in.

"Hey uh if you don't mind me asking why were you crying out on the streets alone?" She asked curiously.

"Oh- I- Tubbo..uhm..and me got into a fight...we rarely ever get into fights but this one was bad, and it was all my fault." The slightest of tears starts to form inside my eyes.

"IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME AND MY BEES THEN GET OUT!, I DON'T CARE WHERE YOU GO JUST GET THE FUCK OUT!"

The words start replaying in my head over and over, but there was nothing I could do.

"Tommy, whatever he said doesn't matter, that's in the past now, I bet he's worried sick about you." She said reasonably, placing a hand gently onto my shoulder.

I turn around and hug her,

"Thank you, y/n, I don't know what I would've done without you this entire time" I smile against her shoulder.

She smiles and I pull away, thanking her again.

We continue walking down the sidewalk of the sorta-deserted road.

I spot a forest ahead and smile, walking across the road and over to it. (yes he looked both ways first lmao)

I walk through some of the trees, looking back every once and a while to make sure y/n was still keeping up, which indeed she was.

I spot a dirt path and smile brightly, walking slightly faster.

A little ways in I spot a average-sized house.

I look at it both with eager and nervousness all crowding inside of me.

I look back at y/n and my smile quickly fades as I see her expression of sadness, that was until she saw I was looking at her, then she gave me a untroubled smile but I knew it was fake.

"I'm sorry about your friend, y/n." I look at her directly, with a desolated look.

"Oh! I- It's okay...she was just like my...best friend...you know?" She looks at me with her smile fading slightly.

"I know that feeling...right when I left Tubbo I started to feel instant regret because if I'm being honest...I don't know what I would ever do without Tubbo, he's my best friend" I say nonchalantly but with a hint of sadness.

She nods and I take that as my queue to stop this conversation and keep moving forwards.

So I do, I continue moving on closer to the house, feeling a pang of happiness with each step closer I get to Tubbo.