The youtuber || zayn malik fanfic

Chapter 9

Zayn's p.o.v

After tori left I went upstairs to see what she was doing, I entered the room to see a small box on the floor, I picked up the box and stuff fell out, I picked up the stuff to find 3 razors and small papers, wait why does she have razors? no she couldn't! Why would she?!

I opened and read some papers some with sad quotes. I saw one that was big, I opened it and it read 'I love zayn' wait, what did it say, I read it again because maybe I was dreaming, she loves me, she really does, oh my god what am I gonna do, should I tell her I love her back, or maybe she knows another zayn, yeah that's totally it, I'm not good enough for her no one would ever want to be with me.

I started reading the other qoutes making me cry for how sad they are. then tori came in.

"Zayn" she said and took the papers and stuff and put it back in the box and hid it. I hugged her.

"Why didn't you tell anyone" I said.

"No one asked" she said, we pulled away and after we calmed down she took my hand making sparks, every time she hold my hand or even touches me sparks fly everywhere. she led me to the car with the boys in it, I sat in the back.

"Did you do it" harry whispered to me.

"Stop asking me that I am not doing it" I whispered/yelled. why the hell do they want me to have sex with her, not like I don't want to but whatever.

~Next day~

Tori's p.o.v

"ROAD TRIP" we all yelled and jumped in the van. Louis was driving harry was sitting by him and he had the map because we are cheap we don't have a gps so harry is our gps. i guess? we are going on a road trip to places in California.

We went everywhere it's been two days an we are now in a hotel. me, Niall and zayn sharing a room and the others in another room. so there is only two beds zayn and Niall sharing one and me by myself.

"I'm going to get food with harry Liam and Louis do you guys wanna come " Niall said

"Nah my stomach hurts from all the ice cream" I said.

"Me neither I'm not hungry" zayn said.

"K bye" Niall said and left.

I jumped off the bed " let's dance because I'm bored as fuck" I said to zayn, I plugged my phone in the stereo and put wake me up by Avicii. I started jumping on the bed and took zayn's hand a let him stand on the bed with me, we started dancing like crazy people, laughing and singing. the song stopped we looked into each other eyes, love me harder by Ariana grande was on, he caressed my cheek still looking into my eyes, we started leaning in till our lips touched creating more than sparks, fire works. our lips moved in sync, he deepened the kiss pulling me closer to him, on of his hands on my waist, and one behind my back pulling me closer, he locked my bottom lip begging for entry, before I opened my mouth I pulled him down on the bed, making him on top of me, I bit his bottom lip, turning him on, I could feel his friend being excited, his tongue entered my mouth our tongues dancing.

I heard the door open I sat up making zayn fall off of me I looked at the door seeing Niall looking confused.

"What the hell was that for" zayn said then saw me looking at the door which made him look at the door. I smiled innocently.

"Sorry" I told zayn. I got off of the bed making my way out the door until Niall stood in front of me blocking my entrance.

"What were you guys doing" Niall said, i looked at zayn who had a look that said 'don't tell him'.

"Nothing" I said and pushed Niall running to the elevator, I entered it and someone stopped it, he entered and I instantly knew who he is.

"JOE" I said.

"TORI" he said and we attacked each other with a hug. he is another youtuber we met at playlist live we stayed with each other the whole time, he is my youtube best friend.

"How are you Jo Jo" I asked after we pulled away.

"I'm okay I missed you so much" he said.

"I missed you too what are you doing here" I asked.

"Well vidcon" he said.

"Shit I forgot" I said.

"Then why did you come" he asked.

"I came with the boys" I said, he was the only one that knew about me and the boys.

"Oh one direction" he said.

"Yeah"

"Well I hope I see you later bye love" he said and left. I used to have this little crush on him when I met him but i got over it. I walked in the lobby trying to find something to do until a girl came to me.

"Omg tori I love you can I have a picture" she asked

"Sure and I love you too" I hugged her and took some pictures and she left.

"Who was that" Niall came and asked.

Well Shit