The youtuber || zayn malik fanfic

Chapter 20

We went back home in silent, it wasn't an awkward silent it was that kind of silent when we were both thinking.

"Are you okay" zayn said and held my hand.

"Yeah just thinking" I said, he nodded.
He made it to the hotel, I go in the room all the boys eyes were on me.

"I'm sorry for telling you guys fuck you and you guys are assholes." I said.

"You didn't say that we are assholes" calum said.

"I was thinking it, with a lot of worse stuff." I said, they just chuckled, Michael got up and hugged me.

"It's okay" he said.

"Yeah yeah, I've decided that I'll go back to our house and you guys continue your tour" I said.

"So you are okay with this" harry said.

"Yeah but I'll be vewy vewy lonely" I said pouted like a 2 year old.

"Shut up and grow up" Louis said, I put my hand on my heart acting like I'm hurt.

"Ouch you broke my heart" I said in a little kids voice.

*2 days later*

We were in the car on our way to the airport, it was the day I'm leaving not seeing the boys for another Month.
Zayn held my hand and kissed my cheek. I looked at him and smiled.

"its okay" he said and I nodded. He arrived at the airport I said goodbye to the other boys so it's just zayn with me.

"Hey you don't need to come with me go before you miss the concert." I said.

"Are you sure" he said.

"Yeah yeah go" I said. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I'm going to miss you" I said tears running down my face.

"I'm going to miss you too" he said we pulled away, he crashed his lips into mine, sparks everywhere, it was like our first kiss long and passionate. we pulled away.

"I love you" i said.

"I love you too" he said.

"Now go before you miss it" I said, we started walking to the car.

"Bye babe" he said.

"Bye" I waved. he entered the car and the car drove off. I took a deep breath and entered the airport.
I'm gonna miss the boys so much.

Zayn's p.o.v

*8 hours later*

I already miss tori so much, I don't get why the management don't want her on the tour, they are so annoying, it's our lives not theirs. We finished the consent and it's now 2 am and I can't sleep, I'm just not used to sleep without tori by my side.

"ZAYN!!!!!" Louis yelled, he ran into the living room where I was.

"What why are you screaming" I yelled.

"Turn on channel 7" He yelled, I took the remote and put channel 7 to see a plane crashed, it read that flight 35 has crashed, that's Tori's flight. I just broke down and started crying my eyes out, why? Why?. I got up and left I went to the hill that tori was on before. I just sat there thinking why what did she do to deserve this, the girl that I love every bit of just got into a plane crash.

I was bawling my eyes out then I feel my phone ring. I didn't answer because I knew it was one of the boys looking for me.

After an hour I decided to go back to the hotel, I entered the room, seeing all the boys sitting, I looked around the room and I see her, she is here the girl I love didn't die, I run up to her and wrap my arms around her crying into her shoulder.

"I thought you left me, how are you here, I love you" I said quickly rubbing her back.

"Babe it's okay I'm here, I love you too" she said.

"You are not going anymore fuck the management you are staying and you are never leaving me and I'm never leaving you, I love you" I said.

"Okay okay, stop saying I love you, I'm here now okay" she said. I crashed my lips into hers, I miss her so much and I don't want to loose her again she is all I have, she is the person who showed me how to love and I love her, and in supposed to show her that.