The youtuber || zayn malik fanfic

Chapter 18

Zayn's p.o.v

I'm so mad and frustrated and sad and guilty and depressed just every thing, I didn't do anything I just went outside the room then this girl came and started kissing me and she came in my room and started making out with me.

I didn't do anything it wasn't my fault I wish she will just listen to me, I heard the door open then i seen tori crying I tried following her then the girl pulled me back in the room, then I escaped and seen tori going in the car with luke, obviously she hates me and maybe she is going to be with luke now, she even said that he is cute.

At the park she was with luke, she doesn't trust me anymore. I haven't eaten or slept the whole day just thinking about her, I messed up bad like really really bad, she will never love me again.

Tori's p.o.v

I woke up with luke still sleeping making me remember zayn and how much I miss him.

Luke woke up, "good mornin beautiful"
He said.

"Good morning" I said with a weak smile. it just feels wrong for luke calling me that, I love zayn and not him and I can't just tell him that and hurt his feelings.

"Are you okay" he said.

"Um yeah I was just thinking." I said.

"You miss zayn right" he asked. I nodded.

"You'll get back with him alright" he said, wait he knows that I still love him.

"If two people are perfect for each other they find their way back together." he said and I smiled, then the door bell rang.

"I'll get it" luke said and went downstairs, I went to the bathroom and wore my ripped skinny jeans with the shirt luke gave me and the leather jacket I was wearing before. I got out the bathroom to see Louis there, I hugged him and started crying in his shoulder.

"It's okay" he said rubbing my back. I miss him very very much, he's my best friend and I haven't seen him for 3 days.

"Wanna go to the hotel" Louis asked me, I nodded. we went downstairs the other boys were eating breakfast, before I left I hugged all the boys instead of luke, we went by the door I hugged luke.

"Thanks for everything" I said.

"Your welcome beautiful" he said and kissed my cheek. me and Louis left, we were in the car.

"You know it wasn't zayn's fault" he said, I looked at him.

"The girl practically almost raped him you know fans are crazy these days" he said, i just stayed quiet, we went to the hotel, my breathing hitched, my heart was racing fast, my hands were shaking, I can't come face to face with him again.

"It's okay" Louis said, I took a deep breath and I went to the other boys' room.

"TORI" Niall yelled and started hugging me and kissing my cheek. Then harry pushed him and hugged me, then Liam because he is mature just gave me a friendly hug. zayn was just sitting on the bed, his eyes were red and puffy and he had bags under his eyes. Like he haven't slept for days.

"Are you coming to the show today" Niall yelled.

"Of course" I said.

"Then let's go to the stadium" Liam said, we went to the stadium and the guys were practicing and going over lyrics and I was just sitting in my phone seeing what's new.

An hour later the show started, 5sos opened it, after the finished they came by me after they got refreshed and stuff, the first song the boys were singing was you and I and immediately I started crying thinking of me and Zayn, zayn started singing his solo and he just broke down and started crying he looked over the crowd, the boys were confused about what was happening, zayn was looking over backstage where I was, when he saw me our eyes staring at each other.
He threw his mic across the stage and came running to me.

"I'm so sorry, I love you, I didn't do it on purpose please forgive me, I love you and miss you." he said holding my hands,he crashed his lips into mine, our lips moving in sync, the fans were clapping and cheering. I pulled away and smiled.

"I love you too" i said. he hugged me.

"Thank you" he said.

"Now go finish the show" I said, he went then he came back and pecked my lips, then he went back. I looked at luke and the boys they were happy.

"I'm very happy for you" luke said.

"Thanks, and I see a girl checking you out, she is over there and she is really pretty she is works here, her name is Emily" I said pointing to my friend.

"She is really pretty" he said.

"Then get your ass over there and ask her out" I said.

"Okay okay" he said, he took a deep breath and he walked over there, they were talking and she blushed then she said yes and he kissed her cheek and gave her his number, luke came back happy.

"She said yes" he said and I hugged him. I looked at a girl and gave her a thumbs up and she did the same.

"Thanks tori" he said.

"Your welcome" I said. Then we continued watching the show.

Everything now is great.