TW: SLURS
Previously
Deku's POV:
I should also probably stop looking at his ass. Okay maybe one peek is ok.
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Bakugo's POV:
As I was shaking off the stupid glitter, fucking dunce I'm going to kill him, I felt eyes behind me. It felt like they were staring at my ass. Who is staring at my ass? Do I have glitter on it? Shit. I take a look behind me to see who's eyes I feel.
It's Deku! What the hell? Why the fuck is he staring at my ass?! Anyway I'll ask him in the shower room. I'm just going start walking to the shower room.
"Come one Nerd. Let's go", I said.
"What? O-oh ok Kacchan. I'm coming!"
He sounded like he was snapped out of a trance. Was he daydreaming while staring at my ass? Ugh! Why is this bothering me so much?!
3rd Person POV:
Midoriya caught up to Bakugo and was talking to him. They had gotten closer to each other maybe being in a lot of death threatening situations can make people bond.
"Hey Nerd, why were you staring at my ass earlier?" Bakugo said getting strait to the point.
"What? Huh? I wasn't staring at your ass Kacchan." Deku said quickly with a pink tinted face.
"Like hell you weren't. I could feel you basically drooling at my ass." Bakugo scoffed.
"I was not! You had glitter on your ass and I was debating on telling you!" Deku shouted, embarrassed.
"Tch. Whatever. But I better not fucking catch you staring at my ass again. You got that dumbass." Bakugo growled.
"Like if I want to stare at your ass." Deku said rolling his eyes.
They reached the bathroom and went inside the bathroom. Bakugo was halfway done getting undressed when he caught Midoriya glancing at him.
"Take a picture it'll last longer", Bakugo said with a smirk.
"H-huh? W-w-what? Oh god I'm so sorry", Deku frantically mumbled, flustered and with his eyes closed.
"Dude chill. I was joking besides we're both guys and it's not like you're actually going to do it or that would be weird", Bakugo stated.
When Bakugo said that Deku was slightly disappointed, but he didn't let it show. He doesn't know why he's disappointed to hear that.
"Ummm. Kacchan I think you're going to be good without me, so I'm going to leave now". Deku desperately wanted to get out there. His mind was going places, places that it shouldn't go.
Deku's POV:
Why? Why. Why am I feeling upset to hear those words? I don't know but I just need to get out of there.
I rushed out of the bathroom and started to head toward the elevator. When I suddenly bumped into someone. Tokoyami.
"Oh sorry, Tokoyami." I said.
"It's fine it was an accident. But are you ok", Tokoyami asked. Wondering why he looked upset.
"Yeah I'm fine I'm just tired from training all day. I'm going to my dorm to sleep." I said to makeup a quick excuse.
"Well okay. Goodnight Midoriya", waved my goodbye.
When he turned away I jogged my way to the elevator. When I got inside leaned my head against the door, and looked up to see my reflection in the ceiling. I really looked upset. I gotta fix that.
I made some fake smiles and faces that looked like I was okay. I look better now, good. I walked to inside my dorm and locked my door. I immediately walked to one of my all might figures and opened a secret box inside one them. I took out a little flash drive that had a heart on it and plugged it into my computer.
As I opened up the flash drive and made a new note I started to tear up. Soon I closed my eyes and started to type the things in my head.
Ew you're so disgusting
Fucking creep ass pervert
Why do you like him?
F**got
You know he'll NEVER like you back
He's perfect and straight
Perfectly straight
You're NOTHING compared to him
Weak
Useless
Stupid
Worthless
Those are things you are and he is not
You're just a burden to everyone
He thinks that as well
Okay. I think that's all for now. By the time I finished typing everything I was crying. Ugh why am I like this. I hate it.
Shit. I feel like singing but I'm too tired to sing. You know crying myself to sleep sounds really good. I closed my laptop and changed into some clean clothes.
Oh I forgot to take a shower. Well I guess I'll take one tomorrow. That's another thing I am I guess. Dirty. Gross.
I close my eyes and try to clear my head, but I can't. So I just lay there sobbing until my eyes feel droopy.
In the morning (5:00)
I heard my loud alarm go off. That got annoying real quick. I went and turned it off but laid down again staring off to space.
Today was one of those days where you wake up and you wish you didn't. Thinking back to last night the thing Kacchan said wasn't even that bad. I was overreacting. Damn I am pathetic.
Well I need to take a shower, I say as I'm getting up. I grab my uniform and head to the showers. As I'm taking a shower the feeling from this morning doesn't go away it kinda gets bigger. Feeling the cold water on my skin feels good though it makes me more relaxed.
I'm all done getting cleaned, so I head down stairs for breakfast.
"Morning Deku!" Uraraka says smiling.
"Good morning Midoriya." Iida and Todoroki say at the same time.
"Hello kero" Tsu croaks.
"Morning guys," I say with a small smile.
"Did you guys already eat breakfast?" I got yeses from all of them.
"What are you going to eat?" Todoroki asks.
"Oh I'm just going to have some toast since school is starting soon." Honestly I'm not hungry but I know that is going to come for my ass when training.
"Well you should wake up earlier Midoriya." Iida says with his robot hands.
Well jokes on you I didn't want to wake up at all.
I decided that I'm just going to eat my toast as we are walking to school. Everyone was having a conversation but I wasn't listening just eating my toast and zoning out.
When we went inside the classroom I walked to my desk and put my head down not really caring about anything else.
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To be continued...
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