Video Diary ~bakudeku/dekubaku

Chapter 4

TW: Cutting
Worthless- eli.

3rd Person POV:

"SHUT UP!!"
Deku has his eyes closed, hands over his ears, his fingers looked like they were pulling his hair, and was trembling.

Everyone in the gym stopped what they were doing. They looked at Deku and then at Bakugo to see if he was the reason for the sudden outburst. However Bakugo looked just as confused as them.

Once Deku realized what he said, the look on his face was a mixture of embarrassment and terror. His eyes were glossy and some of the students saw that he was trembling. He ran out as fast as he could using his quirk. The students saw a green flash and he was gone. A few of his friends, Todoroki, Uraraka, Tsu, and Iida, we going to chase after him, but Aizawa stopped them.

"Why can't we go to him?! Can't you see he is clearly upset?!" Todoroki argued.
"No, we should give him time to himself he clearly needs it," Aizawa said with concern in his voice.
"But—" Uraraka intervening before she was interrupted.
"If you guys really want to help him. Wait until he comes to you." Aizawa stated firmly.
"Bakugo, do you know what happened with Deku?" Aizawa asked.
"No, I don't know what happened we were just fighting and he said 'shut up' when I wasn't even talking."
"I'm going to go after him." Bakugo said Bakugo staring at the door. When he said that Aizawa automatically tied him up with his scarf.
"Bakugo—" Aizawa started got rudely interrupted by the blonde.
"I KNOW DEKU BETTER THAN ALL OF YOU! AND I KNOW THAT HE WOULD NOT WANT TO BE ALONE! LET ME GO TO HIM PLEASE!" There was desperation in his voice and his eyes.

Everyone was shocked that the blonde even wanted to go to the boy. No one saw the look on Deku's face only because it was shown for a split second, but Bakugo saw it. Deku's face looked petrified and sad. He wanted to know 'why?' 'What?'

He harshly glared at Aizawa. He stared at him for a few seconds before giving in. He loosened the scarf making it fall letting the blonde free. The boy sprinted out of the gym and used his quirk as a boost.

"Why?" The students asked.
"Have you seen Bakugo like this? This desperate and caring for Midoriya." Aizawa simply replied. "Now get back to training. I'm sure they can figure it out themselves." Aizawa ordered. There were a few protests, but everyone soon went back to training telling themselves that they can ask later.

Bakugo's POV:

I need to change. I need to get to Deku. I am already at the locker room quickly changing out of our gym uniform. Where is Deku? Hmmm. The only place he could be is at the dorms. I need to get to him.

I don't know why exactly I'm doing this or why I NEED to go to him. There's just this weird feeling in my gut. Something is not right with him. I AM going to find out what it is wrong with Deku.

Deku's POV:

I'M A FUCKING IDIOT!

WHY?! WHY? Why.

I messed up. Dammit.

I made a scene! I'm just an attention seeking deku.

I run straight to the dorms. I don't care anymore I just need to be alone and away from everyone. That'll be best for everyone.

I get to my dorm and jump on my bed. I grab onto one of plushies and hug it so tightly it's as if I'm never going to see it again.

This whole time I've been crying. While I'm sobbing into my plushie and bed. I start screaming. I scream out frustration, hate, and sorrow. I scream things like 'fuck,' 'why,' and then just screaming.

The thing is though, I'm not screaming on the top of my lungs because I know better. After a few minutes, I haven't completely lost myself yet I head to my computer to write. Write about everything from the fight and to me screaming on my bed.