lost | kevin moon

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It is too cold.

Too cold in my heart and too cold outside.

I can't seem to see a good day these days.

Everything seems useless and with no sense.

People tell me that I am too good and my family tells me that I am too bad.

I am not perfect.

I am human too. But what can I say when I am the one being judged?

How I wish I had someone to protect me and to tell me that everything will be alright.

All people make mistakes and you are human too.
Maybe it is true that I am too bad?

Everything seems like a big nonsense. A big dark hole that I try to find the light in it.

My insecurities have grown bigger and my emotions are on the ground.

It seems so easy for everyone but why it isn't for me?

Why can't I seem to get out of this situation?

Everyone has it easy to point fingers at others and people are afraid to do what they want.It is so sad.

It is so sad to live like this.

To be afraid to do something becuase people might judge or talk.

People with big mouths that don't know how to keep their mouth shut.

Who are you to judge me?

Are you god?

No.

This perfect image that others have created of you could be torn in one second and if it's torn you are a shame for your family.

Huh.

Isn't it unfair?

When you don't do anything but protect and speak yourself?

It doesn't really matter becuase you are the one getting hurt in the end.

I am lost.