Half a Heart

ch.5 The rough and good days

Today Harry's sister Gemma came to visit me . I talked about how much I miss him and I will always end up crying. "Don't cry Diana he will be back in just 1 week " I smiled and nodded .Gemma had to go to work .

I felt so alone and empty. I would cut my legs . Sometimes I wonder why , but it made me relive my stress . If it wasn't for this child that was in my stomach I would have already been dead . Harry never found out about my stress because I acted like I was normal and OK . Harry and I were Video chatting and he said to show him my stomach . It has gotten huge because it has been 7 months with this child in me. The only problem it that I was wearing shorts and he saw my scars. "Why Diana why did you do that to yourself " . "I'm sorry Harry I just could not Handel all the stress babe " I said " Diana I'm going home now I'll be there in 7 hours dont hurt your self anymore love " . He hung up I was so happy that he was coming.

I woke up the next day and I saw Harry next to me. He was deeply asleep . So I woke up and made breakfast . Then I felt cold hands on my hips he spun me around and kissed me . since Harry has gotten here I stop cutting myself. He treated me like I was his World and That is all I wanted. The suddenly I started getting pain I think the baby wants so see the world.