Brandon & Callie ~Army Wife

"I'm a horrible sister"

Its been a few days since Brandon told Callie he wanted to have a baby.She was suprised she really wanted to have baby with him but she wasn't ready to be pregnant while he was away.

Brandon walked in to find Callie making breakfast he kissed her head "Morning Baby"he said 

Callie said nothing

"Whats wrong,are you mad at me"he asked 

"No Brandon I just never thought of having another baby so soon after we got married"

"I'm sorry for bring it up"he grabbed the plate from her and sat down

"Don't be"she wrapped her arms around his neck and placed her chin on his shoulder"I'm glad you want kids you're so good with Landon and Fiona you're gonna be a great dad to our own kids someday,but I don't want to have a baby for the wrong reasons"

"We won't"he turned to look at her 

"Landon and Fiona are going to have to get used to you not being here,I don't want to put another child through that just yet"she started crying

He sat her on his lap and let her cry"I'm sorry I never realized what it would be like for you when I leave I never had someone back on post who would miss me"

"What about your Moms and brother and sister"she looked at him

"That's different"

"How they love you they don't get to see you everyday like they want.They worry day and night for you to stay safe"she got up and walked away

"Callie"he yelled after her

A few minutes later he walk in they're room and saw here sitting on the bed "Can we talk"

"About?"she asked 

"What was that all about"

"There something you need to know about me"

He sat on the bed"I'm listening"

"When I was ten my parents went out on a date leaving me and my brother home with our baby sitter.I was mad at my mom because I didn't feel well and I didn't want her to go out."

"But she went anyway"

Callie nodded"The next morning I woke up to police at the door they some lady explain to me and my brother that my parents were not coming home that they need to bring us to this house"

"Callie your parents"

"Mom was killed on impacted along with the other people in the other car,my dad was arrested because he was drinking"

"Baby I'm so sorry"he hugged her"Where is your brother"

"I lost touch with him when I turned 18 , he was so mad at me for getting married a leaving him behind,I regret not taking with me I could support him they way I wanted to.I'm a horrible sister" she cried in his arms

"No Callie your not"

"I left him with that  family because i was out of the system and lft with my boyfriend"

"Do you want to look for him,we can I have connections"

"You'd do that for me"she looked up at him

"I do any thing for you"he kissed her

"We'll have a baby someday I promise"

He hugged her "I hate to leave you,but I have training"

"It's ok I'm ok"she smiled at him

Callie was sitting on the porch in her own world, while Landon and Fiona were playing in the front yard

"Hey"Bridget said pulling Callie out of her thoughts