𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝

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Park Jisung you better explain why you didnt check in last night.

"fuck". Those were the only words that registered in his mind. He was doing so good of keeping his lie. But when he finally gets caught its in front of all his friends, he couldn't care less if it was someone like Chenle...but all of them was just too much to handle.

Jisung are you going to speak or do i have to repeat myself

S-Sorry Mr.Jeon i can explain

 listen kid you this better be qui-

As Mr.Jeon turned around he saw six confused pairs of eyes darting at them with another quick motion he looked at Jisung. The guard instantly knew  what kind of situation they were in and decided to let him off the hook

Alright ill let you go again take your friends with you too

But its after visting hours

I know but i think you should explain to your friends why you're here

After that sentence Mr.Jeon had ushered everyone into the building. The youngest of the group was walking with his head low. It was like he was doing a walk of shame. He had told everyone to follow him to his room. The walk was silent, no one dared to speak a word in the corridor. Six out of the seven boys were confused as hell. Everyone assumed that Jisung had a house and some parents but seeing him talk to the gaurd and telling him to come inside the orphanage  they just came to the conclusion that he was an Orphan. 

They all  climbed seven steps of stairs, each boy (mostly donghyuck and jaemin) were getting tired, but before they knew it they stood in front of a blue door. With one last deep breathe the youngest opened the door. Behind the infamous blue door was a desk grey walls two beds and a wall drowning with photos.  Chenle had walked over to the wall and look at a photo with Jisung and a small boy. Jisung had told everyone to sit down and then he started talking..

Okay you guys have probably figured out that im an orphan and you guys were-

So that explains why you didnt cry at the hospital, you never had an emotional connection or authority figure  to lean on.

I. what Jeno no, Mark didn't cry either and where the fuck did you even learn that.

What can i say i take an psychology elective for a reason.

Anyways as i was saying im an orphan and im truly sorry i lied to all of you but i had a good reason too.

When he was younger he never gave a shit if people knew he never had parents. Unfortunately middle school rolled around every thing took a turn. His so called friends would start teasing him, at first it was just harmless remarks but later they were just being mean. Those comments hurt Jisung a lot sometimes he would even run to his room crying. Eventually the word of him not having parents went around the whole school, during his break people would ask him if the "rumours" were true and every time he would say yes they would say horrible things. One thing remark that would always stay in his mind was  " Damn you must have been a hell of a child for your parents to disown you and throw you away like trash". That was the day he ran to his Orphanage and begged to transfer schools. The care workers were had said they could try but dont get your hopes so high. Luckily the workers managed to successfully transfer him to another school, yea it was kinda far from his "home" but it was do-able. 

For the lying part it was honestly Mr. Jeons fault.  The man would always see Jisung look upset when coming back from school and that hurt him deeply. So he told Jisung to "never be himself" or in other words "hide your vulnerability". It wasnt your generic piece of advice but it helped the kid tremendously.  When his new classmates asked him about his home life his mind would instantly go to Mr. Jeons words. It was a big lie to keep up with, sometimes Jisung would freak out too. His secret made him feel more like a normal boy than an outcast. If he hadn't kept his fib he wouldn't be his grades "flower boy". Since people thought he was normal they wanted to be with him more. Unlike past experiences it kind of made him feel happy.

Aww we dont care if your an orphan or not Sungie, as long as you're not ashamed of it why should we.

Yea what Chenle said. Listen Jisung we dont care what your are but we care about you okay.

Thankyou Chenle and Haechan but you dont have to pretend.

We arent pretending Sungie its true.

As Mark, Jeno, Jaemin, Haechan and Chenle were comforting the maknae they didnt realise Renjun trying to walk out of the room.

Hey Renjun where are you going.

Im going out. Dont bother looking for me

After saying his line he left the room, slamming the door harshly.

I guess i gotta deal with this deal with this real world

~Jamais Vu // BTS

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i made homemade whipped cream while writing this. It tastes like maple syrup and sweet corn but i never added maple syrup????