Fall For You (One Direction)

Secrets & Jumping

.Novalee Mays

I stayed at Harry's last night. We were both very tired so as soon as we hit the bed, we were knocked out. I wake up before him, my eyes fluttering open. Harry snores softly, and a quite hum escapes his lips.

I stroke his cheek, "Gosh, I do like you." I confess to myself, smiling.

Maybe this guilt thing will wear off the more I start to like Harry. He shifts a bit, and wraps his arm around my waist. It pulls me closer and I can now feel Harry's warm breath against my face. His curls are a mess, but it's entirely adorable. I chew on my lip, I'm getting bored and I really want Harry awake. I lean in and kiss him on the cheek. Immediately, his green eyes are staring into my brown ones.

"Well hello love." He smiles and yawns.

"I'm sorry to wake you, I was bored. And I missed you." I smile.

"You could've just closed your eyes, and dreamed of me. That's what I do when I'm not around you." He explains, his eyes never unlocking themselves from mine.

"I wanted to actually see you." I chuckle.

"What are our plans for the day?" He asks.

I shrug, "Whatever you want!"

"Hmmm lets spend the whole day, just you and me!" He smiles.

"Sounds good to me." I say. Here's my chance to form more passionate feelings for him.

We lay in bed for a little while longer before finally getting up. He lets me borrow some of his things, and I just pull on the pants I wore yesterday.

"You look sexy in my clothes." He looks me up and down.

"Oh hush." I laugh, walking out of his bedroom and skipping happily to the living room. We get in his car and drive through a donut shop, he orders a dozen and then we escape to the secluded beach. Once there we sit down in the sand, me between his legs. We stuff our faces with the sprinkled donuts.

"I feel so fat!" I gasp. Harry wraps his arms around my waist.

"Babe, your beautiful.. Don't forget it." He kisses my cheek.

"Harry, I dont think I've been this happy in a while." And it's true. Not just because of him, but because of Niall, the other boys, Dyll, the apartment, LA, my new life.

I play with his fingers, memories flooding back to me. Tears form in my eyes.

"Novalee, is something wrong..?" He whispers.

"I didn't move to LA just cause... You see, my mom passed away when I was just about to turn 16. My dad went insane, he drank like crazy and stayed out all night. He wasn't ever like that before, you know. My dad was the sweetest and most kind hearted person I knew, right next to my mom. She was his everything. So, he lost everything." A tear slips down my cheek. "He abused me. He'd slap me, or twist my arm, he slammed me into a wall one time." Tears are streaming out of my eyes now. "Harry, I used to cut.. I wanted to kill myself." My words are being choked out. Harry turns me around, and holds me tight. I cry into his shoulder, "Niall stopped me from committing suicide once... He had just gotten back from London; he'd gotten a break from the music business and he was immediately at my house, knocking on the door. I ignored it, but he knew where the spare key was. He stopped me right as I was stepping onto the st-"

Harry cuts me off. "Novalee.. Please, just stop.." His green eyes are full of sympathy.

I choke on words that want to come out. He hugs me, kisses me on the lips, then kisses my tears away. "I love you." He says, smiling down at me. I smile back. "Let's just continue our day, okay?" he nods, and I nod.