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Fifteen

It's been about a month since we looked at houses and we found one not to far from Finneas or her parents

we brought all the boxes in and set them all around the house

billie has been kinda distant lately but I ignored it

"which room should we start on first"

I asked her

"I guess our room so we have somewhere to sleep"

she said walking upstairs

"ok then"

I said to myself as I stood in the empty living room

i jogged upstairs and saw billie already putting our clothes up

"billie we haven't even started living together and you're already pissed at me"

i said letting my hands hit my thighs

she ignored me

"can you fucking talk to me please"

i asked getting mad

she just opened another box

i sighed loudly

we didn't have a bed frame yet so it was just a mattress on the floor

"Billie what the fuck is you issue"

i yelled

"you.. you are my fucking issue"

She said

" what the fuck did I do i literally did nothing"

I told her

She huffed

" please just go unpack things somewhere else"

She asked

I stared at her and then just walked downstairs starting to do the kitchen

She's never been like this

I plugged in my Alexa and started playing good days by sza

It calms me down

I hummed to the song and started unpacking the dishes putting them away

I hated arguing with Billie

I haven't eaten all day today I haven't had time

It didn't really matter I gotta finish thins

" babe why the fuck did you put my toothbrush with my shoes"

Billie asked from the top of the stairs

" I don't know I'm sorry"

I said resting my head on my hands

She groaned

Maybe she's on her period or something and she's just grumpy

I just turned up the song and relaxed a bit

Me and billies anniversary was coming up soon and I had a surprise for her but with how things are between us right now I don't know if it's gonna be good

I just sighed

My life couldn't be worse

On top of that I didn't get the job so now I'm searching for something and I haven't been spending any money

I ordered food online for me and Billie about an hour ago

My phone chimed telling me it was here

I walked to the door and tipped the guy before grabbing our food

I put it on plates and walked upstairs

I opened the door to see all the boxes in a pile and Billie asleep on the bean bag chair

I set her stuff down and walked over to her squatting down

" Billie bear wake up"

I said shaking her

She slowly woke up

" I got you food and a water"

I told her as I handed it to her

" I'll be downstairs ok I'll give you space"

I told her as I walked out before she could say anything

I grabbed my food and slowly ate

I finished the kitchen

I walked upstairs to Billie back asleep on the mattress

I walked over to the bean bag and fell asleep pretty quickly