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Twenty one

Billies POV

I woke up and felt that y/n wasn't in bed

I worried about her and got up and heard her and Finneas talking

" I feel like I should leave Billie"

Y/n said

" what"

Finneas asked

She wants to leave me after we finally got along

I went back to bed and just stared at the ceiling

I heard the door open and I closed my eyes acting asleep

Y/n got in bed and backed into me

I rolled over and I heard her sigh

*

I didn't sleep after last night

I got up and got dressed heading into the venue just wanting to get shit done

I walked In and went straight to soundcheck

"Billie run that again"

Finneas said

"Ugh no I'm done"

I said setting my mic down and heading toward the green room

"Dude what's up your ass"

Finneas asked following

"Fuck off finneas"

I yelled at him

"Billie you have to practice"

Finneas said

" oh my god GET OUT"

I yelled as Finneas walked out

" Billie baby"

y/n said walking in

Just great

" what the fuck do you want"

I yelled at her now

She looked shocked

I know she doesn't like when people yell at her and I didn't intentionally mean to but I'm so hurt that she was gonna dump me

Her eyes started to water

Shit

She looked at me before running out of the room

"Fuck"

I said and sat on the couch

"Ok what the hell is happening"

My mom asked walking in

"Y/n is gonna break up with me"

I said putting my head in my hands

"What the fuck do you mean"

Finneas said walking in

"I woke up last night and went to find her but I overheard her saying she was gonna leave me"

I said tearing up

Finneas hugged me

"Billie"

He said laughing

"What is so funny about this"

I asked

"That's not what she was talking about she was talking about going back to the apartment because she felt like she was distracting you"

Finneas told me

"Oh"

I mumbled

"I fucked up"

I mumbled before running out of the venue and to the tour bus

I saw y/n with her suitcase on the bed packing

"Baby stop please"

I said as she looked at me for a second

"What Billie I'm leaving ok"

She told me

"No please don't leave"

I begged

I walked to her and hugged her and she tried to push me off but I held on

"I'm so sorry for yelling at you i fucked up but I was upset I woke up last night and looked for you and heard you and fin talking and overheard you said you wanted to leave me but I thought you meant like break up with me so I've been super mad today and I'm sorry and fuck you can dump me if you want I deserve it and-"

She cut me off by kissing me

She wrapped her hands around my neck and I wrapped my around her waist

We started making out as I deepened the kiss

I pushed her bag off the bed and backed her up to the bed where she fell as I hovered over her

I kissed down her neck

"You're so not ready for this"

I mumbled

"Bring it"

She challenged