KEEP US SECRET

Twenty eight

So time has passed and about two months ago I found out I was pregnant

Me and Billie talked it out and got a sperm donor and she doesn't know I got it done already

I'm currently three months and it was easy hiding it from Billie because well she wasn't here she's on tour

Claudia stayed back to help me she's the only one who knows

I put in on a tank top with one of billies oversized hoodies over top

"You ready to pick them up"

Claudia said as I nodded

We were picking them up from the airport today

We drove to get them

"Are you gonna tell Billie"

Claudia asked

"When we get to your and fin's place yeah"

I said as she nodded

I was nervous to see Billie for some reason

"Are you gonna get out of the car to greet them"

She asked

I shook my Head

"If I do billies gonna jump on me"

I said laughed as Claudia giggled

"True I'll just say you don't feel good and tell her to be careful while you sit in the car"

She told me as I nodded

I was sitting in the back so fin could sit with Claudia

We arrived at the airport and Claudia got out and walked in

I waited a bit and then saw Billie with her green hair walking with a pout in her face towards the car

She ran over and opened the door

"BABY"

She said excitedly as she got in and hugged me kissing me all over

"Hi my love"

I said crying

Damn these hormones

"Awe baby dont cry I missed you too I heard you don't feel good baby I'm sorry"

She said kissing my lips

"It's ok bil"

I told her

"I needed to be with you"

She said

"Are you ok"

I asked

"It's nothing baby"

She said as she held me in her arms the whole way to their house

We got out leaving the luggage in the car to get tomorrow

Everyone sat on the couch

"Awe baby you look so cute in my clothes"

Billie said from the couch patting her lap

"Wait I umm I need to tell you and Finneas something"

I said taking a deep breath

What if she doesn't want this anymore

What if I ruin her career I can't do that I can't be a fuck up again

"Baby are you ok what is it"

Billie asked

I placed my hands on my stomach panicking now

No calm down you'll kill the baby again

Billie doesn't want the baby

You're not ready for this you should've waited like billie agreed to

Somethings up with her don't make it worse

"I..I um... I can't I'm sorry"

I said walking out back crying

I got outside and just started sobbing

I made a mistake

Billie ran out looking at me

"Baby what's going on"

She asked

I lifted up my hoodie with shaking hands

" what about it baby"

She asked

" it's just bloating baby you're ok"

She said clueless

"Billie I'm pregnant"

I told her as she froze

Her face was blank

" woah I umm ok wow"

She said

"Billie I'm sorry I was doing it as a surprise and I know we're young but then you agreed to wait and now I'm thinking I should've"

I said looking at her for any reaction

"Woah this is really happening"

She said taking a deep breath rubbing her temples

I was silent before I started crying again

She instantly hugged me

"Hey you're ok look at me you're ok WE are ok"

She said comforting me as I cried

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