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"We all have to make sacrifices "

Atsumu POV

It was now in the afternoon, (Y/N) had fallen asleep and hour ago and since then I had been lying on my back, staring up at the ceiling while thinking about what would be the best thing to do now.

Of course I was questioning whether I really was that big of a burden, but that thought had burned itself into my brain and refused to leave.
I only wanted the best for her, but was hiding my feelings really the best?

No matter how long I thought about it and no matter how much it hurt me deep down inside, I always came to the conclusion that
(Y/N) had to forget me and whatever feelings she might have towards me.

I dont know how it could get this far, how I could fall so deep and hard in love with a single person.
I was always the playboy of Inarizaki high, the one with a lot of fangirls that never cared about what other people may think of me, but here I was, crying over a girl, that changed my whole live.

I loved (Y/N), more than anything else and more than I tought I could ever love somebody.
I just want her to be happy...happy in those ten years she has.

I tried to legitimize my decision by telling myself that I too, had goals to reach. Next year I would graduate and work on my career as a professional volleyball player.
But would (Y/N) be a burden? No...but I also had plenty of time to read my dreams and goals, I wouldnt be forced to take over a multi million dollar company ten years after graduating.

All of this sucked...it succes so much.

This would be my sacrifice, I would forget about those feelings and concentrate on volleyball so (Y/N) could become happy in the little time she had.

It was far from easy but I had made my decision, and nothing could change my mind now.

7That was a nice thought that I didnt want to let go.

The seasons changed and soon the leaves on the trees turned all kinds of bright colors before falling off and covering the ground.
The air got colder and it was time to tuck away the shorts and pull out the thick sweaters and scarfs.

(Y/N)s POV

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(Y/N)s POV


You were now officially a second year and all of the third years had graduated and left the school.
It was weird without Daichi, Sugawara, Asahi and Kiyoko, but after some you had gotten used to not seeing the group everyday.
Watanabe had also graduated and Ito had taken over her place as the teams captain.
At first Watanabe wanted you to be the new captain, but you werent sure if you were fit for that job and ultimately decided it would be best if Ito would be the new Caiptain.

After a month of school your coach announced that your team would attend a trainings camp in okinawa. Since the volleyball coach of Isaacs school was so impressed by the teams that attended the Tokyo trainings camp, he talked the university into hosting a trainings camp.
Surprisingly your soccer team was also invited, which was convenient because you could have some trainings matches against teams in Okinawa.

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