Hoodie

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I made my way back to the site. I drove as fast as i can cause I'm worried that my employees might be starving to death now.

As i made my way back, I can't seem to forget about the scene earlier. That kid really got my attention. I might think that she's related to Jennie because of her lovely cheeks, but then again, "She's gone and isn't back yet, that's just impossible" i convinced myself and just continued on driving.

"Here ya go" I told them as i placed the foods that i bought at the table where we're seating. They look too shy to even get a piece of the food that i bought.

I got up from my seat and starts to hand them the food cause they don't seem to do something about it.

"Take it or I'll fire you?" i pretend to be pissed at them so that they can't have a choice but to take the food that I'm offering.

I'm pretty sure that my face looks so scary now. I just found out recently that my employees find me intimidating which surprised the hell out of me. I never raised my voice at anyone at the company so why would they see me like that? I'm nothing but a cute boss to them. Joke (it's half meant).

They all started to eat so laughed at them. They might think that I'm pretty crazy. I was pissed a minute ago then here i am laughing without a reason. They looked so confused on why I'm suddenly laughing.

"She's crazy everyone. Don't mind her and just enjoy your meal" Chae told them. She's my best friend, she shouldn't be like this to me! I deserve better. I demand another friend.

They all laughed to what Chae just told them and now I'm the one who's pissed. Is she really my friend? Oh god.

Our day went smoothly. After having lunch at the site we headed back to the company and signed some paperworks that needs to be signed. We also had meetings with some clients. We arrived home for about 10 in the evening.

Me and my so called best friend decided to go to our rooms and rest. I laid my back on the soft mattress. I missed you bed! We're together again. I smiled widely at my bed and got in the shower so that i can already sleep.

I showered for half an hour then looked for a cloth to wear. I was looking for a particular clothing at my drawer. "There you are" i quickly put on the hoodie that Jennie owns. She might have left this at her place 4 years ago. I don't even know if she knew that it's with me or that it's missing.

I'm now wearing my favorite hoodie. Her hoodie. I hugged myself while i walk towards my window. I looked at the night sky, wishing that she's also looking at it.

"I miss you so damn much" I'm now looking at the sky with teary eyes. I bit my lip trying to stop myself from sobbing. "Come back to me" I begged while i cry my eyes out.

"baby, i miss you" i told her. She's now looking at me while i pout at her. She showed me her gummy smile and she looks so cute. I wish i was that cute.

"I miss you more, hon." she looks at me as if I'm the only person that matters. She looks at me with full of love. "I love you" her voice is so soft. It's like she really meant every word that's coming out of her mouth.

We smiled our hearts out. We hugged like there's no tommorow. I won't get tired of thanking God everyday cause he bought you to my life. I will forever treasure you and our memories. "I love you Jennie"

I smiled sadly at reminiscing our memories together.

You told me that you love me. I'm not sure if you mean it because if you really do love me why would you hurt me like this. If you really do love me why would you put me in a situation that can break me.

Because if you really do love me, why would me give up on me.

I'm looking at the night sky, wearing her hoodie, crying my eyes out, while remembering her gummy smile.

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I'm crying while i write this : ((((

Listen to Sam Smith's "For the lover that i lost" while reading this. It will surely break your heart too.

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