Hoodie

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Time really do go fast. It's been 4 years since i last heard of Jennie, she just disappeared.

Jisoo, her best friend knows where she is. She told Jisoo to not tell me where she is and to let me be.

She left me like she didn't care at all, like she didn't love me.

For 2 years i did nothing but to look for her, to look for the woman who owns my heart, but to my luck i couldn't find her.

I've been through hell for the past 4 years. I couldn't continue with my life. Some says that I'm pathetic because I'm wasting my life for someone who doesn't even want me nor love me.

I've heard a lot of shit about me but didn't mind any of them. The only thing that matters for me that time is Jennie

But i didn't matter to her as much as she matters to me.

3 years have passed and still no luck of finding her. I continued my study on being an Engineer.

4 years, i gave up. How the hell can i find someone who doesn't want to be found. I realized that recently.

I'm still hoping for her to come back tho, still praying for her to come back to me. To come back to her Nalalisa

And now I'm an Engineer. My Family and Friends are so happy for me, especially my Mom

She became the reason why i continued with my dream, I want her to be proud of me.

I hope that the woman whose been my inspiration for the past year is also proud of me.

"I've done it love, I'm an Engineer now. I hope that you're proud of me too. " i mumbled to myself while looking at the bright sunny sky.

I just cried again because i can't do anything but to just cry. I looked at her hoodie that's placed on my bed

I walked myself to where the hoodie is and wore it quickly. The moment that the cloth touched my skin i felt relived and calm.

I can feel her warmth with this hoodie, her hoodies been with me for 4 years. It's been with me when i was in my lowest point, its been with me when i became an Engineer.

It's been with me when i needed someone, its always been with me. I never let go of it.

I still wore it to sleep even tho it hurts so bad.

It hurts knowing that the owner of this hoodie is nowhere to be found. It hurts how much i miss her.

This hoodie represents Jennie. Whenever the hoodie is with me, i feel like Jennie's also there with me.

"You're spacing out again Lalisa" I heard Chae also known as Roseanne Park's voice behind me

I turned my head to where she is and saw her wearing a simple but elegant dress partnered with some rubber shoes that goes well with her outfit.

"We're not going to a party Chae, are you really going to the site looking like that? i borrowed my eyebrows at her

This chipmunk really is something, i wonder what her admirers see in her.

I laughed at my own thought, I'm to harsh to my best friend. I love her tho

"I can't see anything wrong with what I'm wearing Limario" She's now seating at a chair in front of me and starts to eat her favorite pancakes

"Limario? what the hell Chae?" She then started laughing at my expression

"What? It's cute, Limario" She teased me again. I really don't know why i became friends with her.

"Anyways, Limario" She emphasized the Limario to tease me more. "I really don't see anything wrong with wearing a dress" She shrugged her shoulders looking at me

"You do know that we're working with a lot of male species there right? And it's windy today i wonder where our workers eyes would be placed when the wind blows your dress upwards" I looked at her clearly annoyed on why she can't understand my point.

She seems surprised and just realized that it's really not a good idea to wear a dress at the site. I really do believe that my best friend's  stupid sometimes.

She smiled sheepishly at me the walked her way to her room once again. I sighed and continued eating my pancakes.

Me and Chae lives together. We have our condo near the company, plus we're saving a lot of money just by living together and NO me and Chae aren't in a relationship.

I'm still inlove with someone so its a no no

It's still her, and always been her.

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