"I don't want to be with you anymore, let me go lisa. Be happy without me" said the person that she truly loves and the person that can break her heart in an instant.
"No, have i done something wrong? tell me and I'll fix it. I can't lose you baby" Lisa told the woman beside her
Lisa's beyond clueless on why Jennie is acting this way. They were okay yesterday and as far as she can remember, she did nothing but to show the love that she has for this woman
She looks at Jennie and hugged her so tight. Her heart breaks just by looking at Jennie. Lisa looks at her with pleading eyes. While Jennie didn't show any emotions , she just stood there and looked at Lisa. It's seems like she really is eager to leave Lisa right now.
She looks at Lisa like she doesn't care nor love her.
Lisa can't take Jennie's stare anymore, her stare screamed nothing but pure coldness. Jennie's not like this, Lisa thought to herself.
"Baby, tell me the problem and we'll fix it together alright? I won't leave you, not now or ever" Lisa kept her gaze at Jennie's cold eyes. She surely won't let go of this person and that's for sure.
She hugged her baby so tight like she never wants to let her go nor let her leave, she just hugged her while the other one just stood and did nothing at all.
Jennie didn't hug Lisa back. She let Lisa hug her for the last time. She's going to let Lisa go and her decision is final.
"Let me go" Jennie's words are like knives that kept on stabbing her heart, knives that bought pain and sorrow to her.
"How can i let you go when you're the only one who can make me smile just by staring at you. How can i let you go when all that i need is you?" I'm trying my best to keep my voice firm. I don't want to break down in front of her. I might hurt her.
"How can i let you go when you're the only one who can make me feel loved and that I'm worth it." Lisa looked upward trying to prevent her tears from falling. Her hearts breaking and it's pissing Lisa off.
Jennie got out of Lisa's embrace and took a step backward.What Jennie did broke Lisa's heart even more.
She continued on glaring at Lisa while Lisa's trying her best to calm her self and to not let her tears fall.
"Calm down, don't cry. She doesn't mean any of her words, she's just tired. Don't cry Lisa! It hurts Jennie when your crying. Fuck these tears" Lisa mumbled to her self
She really is trying her best to not mind Jennie's words at all. She thinks that Jennie's just tired and exhausted and doesn't really want to let go.
"Learn to let go of the people who already let go of you" Jennie's words once again stabbed Lisa's heart.
Why is she being like this. I'm looking at her and it seems like she already let go of me. How can it be that easy for her? Why can't it just be that easy for me too?
I walked over to my kitchen and took a glass of water to calm my nerves out. She followed me and kept on looking at me with her emotionless face.
We were silent for I don't know how long, we just stood there feeling each other's presence.
I won't let her go, I wont. She's the answer to my prayers and i know that God gave her to me for a reason.
I took a glance at her, i saw her looking at the other direction so i kept my glaze at her, admiring her beauty.
She makes my heart flutter and thinking of that breaks my heart. You want me to let you go when you're all that i ever prayed for.
"I'm going" She walked over to where the door is and was about to open it when i hugged her so tight from behind. I rested my forehead on her shoulder.
"We're going to be okay by tomorrow, right? You didn't mean any of the words you said earlier, right baby?" I prayed to God that she'll say yes and tell me that she loves me.
But it seems like God's not on my side this time. She left without saying anything.
She left me standing there waiting for her to come back.
She left me without explaining why she said those words earlier.
I couldn't contain my tears anymore, I cried and cried. I feel like my hearts breaking into pieces right now.
It's funny how a person can be the source of your happiness but also a reason of your sadness.
I didn't mind what my eyes would look by tommorow, i couldn't think of anything but Jennie.
She won't let me go, She'll come back by tommorow and it will feel like nothing of this ever happened.
She'll be back, Lisa. Have faith in her.
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"Yah! Wake up you stupid, you'll be late!" Ugh here she goes again! She won't let me sleep in peace. The hell.
"Let me sleep more" I begged and covered my ears with the pillow beside me
Then the person that's been nothing but an Annoying human being started to punch my arm
"Fuck" i hissed at her, i glared at her with my scary stare
She looked at me and her surprised face welcomed me
Hah! i knew that she has a crush on me, well no one can resist the charm that Lalisa Manoban has.
"You cried in your sleep, again" She informed me. Her voice sounded so soft now
I looked at the mirror that's placed on top my drawer
I smiled sadly at my reflection. I did cry and it's because of her, AGAIN.
My nose is pink and my eyes are puffy, still looked cute tho
"I dreamt of you again" I mumbled to myself. I looked at the chipmunk behind me and told her to go get ready and I'll take a shower now
She crossed my mind once again, you appeared in my dreams again.
It's still the same scenario, you leaving me.
She left, She left and never came back.
I looked at the hoodie that I'm wearing
"At least i have you" i told the hoodie like it's a human being and smiled to it sadly
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Hoodie
Fanfictionthe hoodie that's been the only thing that reminds her of her one great love the hoodie that's been with her through her darkest and lowest days the hoodie that's a reminder that she is loved and appreciated, that she is worth it but what will happ...
