Its been about a week since the 'incident' and neither you or Levi said a word to each other. Yeah sure every now and then you basically had to talk to each other but it was short. Whenever you think back to that day you always got butterflies in your stomach when thinking about it but always pushed it off because since day one you always hated each other. You said it meant nothing to Levi because you thought he was only kissing you back because he felt bad. He would every now and them try to talk to you but you would always avoid him because whenever you tried to speak when he was around you wouldn't make any sense at all.
Today you were gonna meet up with your squad and see what they got. Over the past week you have gotten closer to your squad and treated them as family. You went to the stables early so you wouldn't end up seeing Levi considering how long you guys would have to see each other wha'll setting up your horses. You walked to the stables to see...Hange! "Phew-." You thought to yourself as Hange waved to you. "Morning N/N!" She said smiling. "Morning Hange!" You said waving back at her. You started to gear up when you heard footsteps. "I'll meet you at the cadet camp N/N!" Hange said sitting up on her horse riding off. "Seeya!" You said as you continued to gear up. You then heard footsteps again and looked to see who entered the stables....Levi. You dropped the brush you were using to groom the horses tail then the horse freaked out and kicked you in the eye. "ACH-." You said holding your eye. Levi ran up to you and looked over you. "Brat are you alright?" He said. "Yeah I'm fine! You said removing your hand from your eye. "Your bleeding..." he said staring at me which caused me to look away and blush. "Do I have feeling for Levi?" You thought to yourself before a hand grabbed onto your arm and dragged you inside. "Im getting you fixed up..." he said bringing you inside and lead you to his office. He sat you down as you took of your hood. "Levi?..." you said looking away from him. "Hm? If it's about the kiss...it mean't nothing." He said which made you sigh. "Okay phew- I thought you thought it mean't something! Haha silly me!" You fake smiled. "Alright all done" he said then putting an eyepatch over your eye. "Thank you!" You said getting up and leaving.
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ʟᴇᴠɪ ᴘᴏᴠ
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Its been about a week since that kiss..I wish I could forget about it but It was the only thing on my mind. I tried to ignore her because even she said herself the kiss meant nothing...yeah but why am I feeling this hurt by those words? Maybe I'm overthinking...I decided to go to the stables earlier so I can avoid N/N because if she said it meant nothing, then she wouldn't care if she saw me if she went on time. So thats what I did. I went to the stables to see Hange taking off to see her waving at someone. Probably the Commander. I thought to myself heading towards the stables. I walked to go get my horse when..boom she got kicked by her horse. "Brat? Are you alright?" I said looking over her to see her covering her eye. "Yeah I'm aright!" She says. I can tell she zoned out by how soft her voice went when she looked away from me. So I grabbed her arm and dragged her inside because if she went to the Cadet's looking like that when I arrived with her. Things won't look too well on my side. I was hoping she wouldn't bring up the question about the kiss but me thinking about it made my life worse, because just when I thought about it she asked about it. "It meant nothing." Saying those words made her sigh. She smiled but I could tell she was faking it. "Do I have feelings for her?" I thought to myself as she left. "Nono of course not! Its just she took my first kiss that's all!" I think to myself and sigh. "Thats not it at all...I totally have feelings for her..."
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ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴠ
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I ride my horse to the Cadet camp where I see my squad lining up but some talking to Levi's squad. "Hey Kiddos!" I say smiling. "Captain N/N!" Says Lee. She then wrapped her arms around me and I wrapped my arms around her, then joined by the rest of the squads because I told them they are like family to me. "You can just call me N/N!" You smile at your squad who then all nods in agreement. "Okay
N/N!" The girls say and some of the guys too. I then hear some people gasp, I turn around to see Levi. "It's just Levi you guys-." Hailey and Lee push past me and run towards Levi. Haha I also forgot to mention they have a crush on him, thats one of the main reasons why I avoid him...okay yeah so what? I have a crush on him but I can't do the girls like that... I zone back in when Levi is right in front of me. "Huh-? When did you get here?" I shake my head because I spaced out. "I came to see if you were okay- because you spaced out so I though it was because your eye, or something I sai-." Levi didn't get to finish when I put my hand on his mouth. "Im fine! Really! It's nothings to worry about-." I say but am cut off by the main reason I put my hand on his mouth, and that is to make my Squad worry about me. "ARE YOU OKAY N/N?! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR EYE?!" Brans says shaking my whole body. "N/N?" Levi says raising his eyebrow and then looking back at me. "Yeah that's my name-." I say but I'm RUDELY cut off again. "I know it's your name brat, but why is your squad calling you by your name and not Captain N/N?" He scoffs which makes Brans shiver. "Because I want them to call me that-." I say looking at Levi who is walking away. I let out a giggle and stare at my squad. "Alright guys! Who here is ready to head to the training grounds!" You say smirking. "Ooo! I wanna go first!" Gana says proudly. "Always expect that from you Gana!" You say laughing. You walk with your squad to the training grounds. You been walking about 5 minutes when you forgot about your horse. "AH- I FORGOT SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT! You guys go to the training grounds without me! I'll catch up!" You say waving at them and you running back to get your horse. You walk back and see your horse tied up just where you left it. "Ah I'm sorry I forgot you!" You say stroking your horses mane. You hop on your horse as you are about to leave you hear someone yelling. You get confused and go to where the screaming came from. "Oh shit-." You mutter when you see a Titan arm. Not a Titan, just an titan arm, you ride up to Eren who is the cause of the incident. "Hey? What happened?" You turn around to see everyone holding their guns at Eren. Levi then steps in the way. "Hold your fire!" He says as I look at Eren who seems to be terrified. "Eren?" You look at Eren and hear yelling. "EREN!!!! YOU DID IT OHHH AMAZING!" Hange comes out of the forest yelling because I'm assuming she heard the yelling. "EREN YOUR AMAZING! CAN I TOUCH IT?" She touches it before letting him respond. "HOTHOTHOT!" She says. I turn my attention over to Levi who looks at Hange and smiles. "No this can't be right...did he just smile at Hange? Does he like her? No! N/n Get yourself together! It's just a smile..."
You glance over at Hange who looks at Levi and returns the smile. "They- just smiled at eachother? No this can't be right! This is a disaster!..." you think to yourself before sitting down on the floor picking at the grass. Eren, who is now free from the arm, sits beside you and picks the grass with you. "Long day huh?" Eren says aggressively picking the grass. "Yeah...I can only imagine how the week is gonna be..." I sigh looking up at Eren. "You know Eren..we should hang out more sometime...you know, as buddies? I'll treat you to some food in town, oh! Feel free to bring some of your friends!" You nod looking at Eren. "Sounds fun!" He says agreeing. He then leaves with everyone except Levi who stays behind. "What was that all about?" He says with coldness in his voice. I decide to ignore him and walk away- which was a bad idea because he pushed me against a cabin. "Answer me Brat!" He says getting angry. "Nothing, but what was you and Hange looking at each other smiling about? Hm?" You smirk knowing about what has gone down. He sighs. "N/N...?" He says staring into my E/C eyes which was hard to see because of the hood I'm wearing. "Hm?" You say innocently. "Can we talk about something." He says letting go of me. "What might that be?" You say smirking, knowing he's about to loose it. "Stop pretending..." he says looking away. "Stop pretending what?" You say on the verge of laughing. "THAT, THAT KISS MEANT NOTHING!" He says staring at me. You blush turning red. "I didn't expect him to say that..." I thought to myself. "YOU CANT SAY YOU DIDN'T FEEL ANYTHING WHEN WE KISSED!" He shouted hitting his hand on the cabin. "I didn't know...I'm sorry..." you say looking away. "Please...tell me how you felt about it..." he said looking at me in the eyes. You remove your hood and look up at the sky. "I felt...I felt something I haven't felt in years..." you finally say smiling. "..." Levi looks at you and pulls your chin down and touches your bottom lip with his thumb. "Wanna feel that feeling again?" He said leaning in closer. You look at him in shock but kiss him back. There it was, that feeling. Those butterflies are back in your stomach dancing around like there is no care in the world. "Levi..." you manage to say. "Yes?" He says kissing you more. "This...This isn't right..." he breaks from the kiss and those wonderful butterflies vanish. "What isn't right?" He says backing away. "You shouldn't force yourself to do that because you feel bad..." you say with tears coming down your face. "DONT LIE TO ME!" You say running away and mounting your horse and riding off into the distance.
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